In a room hung like the rest of the house with gaudy pictures he stood
for a short while looking at the marble face of the strange-souled,
passionate being that had been his father. The lids had closed for ever
over the burning, sorrowful eyes; the mobile lips were for ever mute.
In his close sympathy with the man Paul knew what had struck him down.
It was not the blow of the nameless enemy, but the stunning realization
that he was not, after all, the irresistible nominee of the Almighty.
His great faith had not suffered; for the rigid face was serene, as
though he had accepted this final chastisement and purification before
entrance into the Eternal Kingdom; but his high pride, the mainspring
of his fanatical life, had been broken and the workings of the physical
organism had been arrested. In those few moments of intense feeling, in
the presence of death, it was given to Paul to tread across the
threshold of the mystery of his birth. Here lay stiff and cold no base
clay such as that of which Polly Kegworthy had been formed. It had been
the tenement of a spirit beautiful and swift. No matter to what things
he himself had been born--he had put that foolishness behind him--at
all events his dream had come partly true. His father had been one of
the great ones, one of the conquerors, one of the high princes of men.
Multitudes of kings had not been so parented. Outwardly a successful
business man and a fanatical Dissenter--there were thousands like Silas
Finn. But Paul knew his inner greatness, the terrific struggle of his
soul, the warrings between fierce blood and iron will, the fervent
purpose, the lofty aspirations and the unwavering conduct of his life
of charity and sorrow. He stretched out his hand and with his finger
tips lightly touched the dead man's forehead. "I'm proud to be your
son," he murmured.
Then the nurse came in and Paul went downstairs. Barney Bill waylaid
him in the hall, and led him into the dining-room. "Have a little food
and drink, sonny. You look as if yer need it--especially drink. 'Ere."
He seized a decanter of whisky--since Paul's first visit, Silas had
always kept it in the house for his son's comforting--and would have
filled the tumbler had not Paul restrained him. He squirted in the
soda. "Drink it down and you'll feel better."
Paul swallowed a great gulp. "Yes," he agreed. "There are times when it
does help a man."
"Liquor is like a dawg," said Bill. "Keep it in subjection, so to
speak, and it's yer faithful friend."
"Where's Jane?" Paul asked.
"She's busy. Half the borough seem to be calling, or telephoning"--and
even at that moment Paul could hear the maid tripping across the hall
and opening the front door--"I've told her what occurred. She seemed
half skeered. She's had a dreadful day, pore gal."
"She has indeed," said Paul.
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