He rang for a servant and ordered the note to be sent by hand, and then
went out to Hickney Heath to see to the burying of his dead. On his
return he found a familiar envelope with the crown on the flap awaiting
him. It contained but few words:
PAUL, come and see me. I will stay at home all day.
SOPHIE.
His pulses throbbed. Her readiness to await his pleasure proved a
humility of spirit rare in Princess Sophie Zobraska. Her hands were
held out towards him. But he hardened his heart. The fairy-tale was
over. Nothing but realities lay before him. The interview was perilous;
but he was not one to shirk danger. He went out, took a cab and drove
to Berkeley Square.
She rose shyly as he entered and advanced to meet him. He kissed her
hand, but when he sought to release it he found his held in her warm
clasp. "Mon Dieu! How ill you are looking!" she said, and her lips
quivered.
"I'm only tired."
"You look so old. Ah!" She moved away from him with a sigh. "Sit down.
I suppose you can guess why I've asked you to come," she continued
after a pause. "But it is a little hard to say. I want you to forgive
me."
"There is nothing to forgive," said Paul.
"Don't be ungenerous; you know there is. I left you to bear everything
alone."
"You were more than justified. You found me an impostor. You were
wounded in everything you held sacred. I wounded you deliberately. You
could do nothing else but go away. Heaven forbid that I should have
thought of blaming you. I didn't. I understood."
"But it was I who did not understand," she said, looking at the rings
on her fingers. "Yes. You are right. I was wounded--like an animal, I
hid myself in the country, and I hoped you would write, which was
foolish, for I knew you wouldn't. Then I felt that if I had loved you
as I ought, I should never have gone away."
"I thought it best to kill your love outright," said Paul.
She lay back on her cushions, very fair, very alluring, very sad. From
where he sat he saw her face in its delicate profile, and he had a
mighty temptation to throw himself on his knees by her side.
"I thought, too, you had killed it," she said.
"Still think so," said Paul, in a low voice.
She raised herself, bent forward, and he met the blue depths of her
gaze. "And you? Your love?"
"I never did anything to kill it."
"But I did."
"No, you couldn't. I shall love you to the hour of my death." He saw
the light leap into her eyes. "I only say it," he added somewhat
coldly, "because I will lie to you no longer. But it's a matter that
concerns me alone."
"How you alone? Am not I to be considered?"
He rose and stood on the hearthrug, facing her. "I consider you all the
time," said he.
"Listen, mon cher ami," she said, looking up at him. "Let us understand
one another. Is there anything about you, your birth or your life that
I still don't know--I mean, anything essential?"
"Nothing that matters," said Paul.
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