"We're all in the same boat, old chap," said Paul, "except that I'm
alone and haven't got wife and kids to look after."
"Good-bye, my boy," said Wilmer. "Better luck next time. But chuck it,
if you can."
Paul held his hand for a while. Then his left hand dived into his
waistcoat pocket and, taking the place of his right, thrust three
sovereigns into Wilmer's palm. "For the kiddies," said he.
Wilmer looked at the coins in his palm, and then at Paul, and the tears
spurted. "I can't, my boy. You must be as broke as any of us--you--half
salary--no, my boy, I can't. I'm old enough to be your father. It's
damned good of you--but it's my one pride left--the pride of both of
us--the missus and me--that we've never borrowed money--"
"But it isn't borrowed, you silly ass," cried Paul cheerfully. "It's
just your share of the spoils, such as they are. I wish to God it was
more." With both hands he clasped the thin, ineffectual fingers over
the coins and pushed the man' with his young strength out of the door.
"It's for the kiddies. Give them my love," he cried, and slammed the
door and locked it from the inside.
"Poor old chap!" said he.
Then he went through his pockets and laid the contents on the narrow
mantel-piece. These were a gold watch and chain, a cornelian heart
fixed to the free end of the chain, a silver cigarette case, a couple
of keys, one sovereign, four shillings, three pennies and two
half-pennies. A trunk already fastened and filled with books and
clothes, and the portmanteau on the bed, contained the rest of his
possessions. In current coin his whole fortune amounted to one pound,
four shillings and fourpence. Luckily he had paid his landlady. One
pound four and fourpence to begin again at three-and-twenty the battle
of life on which he had entered at thirteen. He laughed because he was
young and strong, and knew that such reverses were foreordained
chapters in the lives of those born to a glorious destiny. They were
also preordained chapters in the lives of those born to failure, like
poor old Wilmer. He was conscious of the wide difference between Wilmer
and himself. Good Heavens! To face the world at forty-three, with wife
and children and threepence-halfpenny, and the once attendant hope
replaced by black-vestured doom! Poor Wilmer! He felt certain that
Wilmer had not been able to pay his landlady, and he felt that he had
been mean in keeping back the other sovereign.
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