The time soon came when the prospective Awakener of England awoke to
the fact that he must fare forth into the sleeping land with but a
guinea in his pocket. The future did not dismay him, for he knew now
that his dreams came true. But he was terribly anxious, more anxious
than ever, to leave Drane's Court with all the prestige of the
prospective Awakener. Now, this final scene of the production could not
be worked for a guinea. There were golden tips to servants, there was
the first-class railway fare. Once in London--he could pawn things to
keep him going, and a Bloomsbury landlady with whom he had lodged,
since the loss of Jane, would give him a fortnight or three weeks'
credit. But he had to get to London-to get there gloriously; so that
when the turn of Fortune's wheel enabled him to seek again these
wonderful friends in the aristocratic sphere to which he belonged, he
could come among them untarnished, the conquering prince. But that
miserable guinea! He racked his brains. There was his gold watch and
chain, a symbol, to his young mind, of high estate. When he had bought
it there crossed his mind the silly thought of its signification of the
infinite leagues that lay between him and Billy Goodge. He could pawn
it for ten pounds--it would be like pawning his heart's blood--but
where? Not in Morebury, even supposing there was a pawnbroker's in the
place. He had many friends in his profession, scattered up and down the
land. But he had created round himself the atmosphere of the young
magnifico. It was he who had lent, others who had borrowed. Rothschild
or Rockefeller inviting any of them to lend him money would have
produced less jaw-dropping amazement. Even if he sent his pride flying
and appealed to the most friendly and generous, he shrank from the
sacrifice he would call upon the poor devil to make. There was only his
beautiful and symbolic watch and chain. The nearest great town where he
could be sure of finding a pawnbroker was distant an hour's train
journey.
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