Silvère grew up, ever _tête-à-tête_ with Adélaïde. With childish
cajolery he used to call her aunt Dide, a name which ultimately clung
to the old woman; the word “aunt” employed in this way is simply a term
of endearment in Provence. The child entertained singular affection,
not unmixed with respectful terror, for his grandmother. During her
nervous fits, when he was quite a little boy, he ran away from her,
crying, terrified by her disfigured countenance; and he came back very
timidly after the attack, ready to run away again, as though the old
woman were disposed to beat him. Later on, however, when he was twelve
years old, he would stop there bravely and watch in order that she
might not hurt herself by falling off the bed. He stood for hours
holding her tightly in his arms to subdue the rude shocks which
distorted her. During intervals of calmness he would gaze with pity on
her convulsed features and withered frame, over which her skirts lay
like a shroud. These hidden dramas, which recurred every month, this
old woman as rigid as a corpse, this child bent over her, silently
watching for the return of consciousness, made up amidst the darkness
of the hovel a strange picture of mournful horror and broken-hearted
tenderness.
When aunt Dide came round, she would get up with difficulty, and set
about her work in the hovel without even questioning Silvère. She
remembered nothing, and the child, from a sort of instinctive prudence,
avoided the least allusion to what had taken place. These recurring
fits, more than anything else, strengthened Silvère’s deep attachment
for his grandmother. In the same manner as she adored him without any
garrulous effusiveness, he felt a secret, almost bashful, affection for
her. While he was really very grateful to her for having taken him in
and brought him up, he could not help regarding her as an extraordinary
creature, a prey to some strange malady, whom he ought to pity and
respect. No doubt there was not sufficient life left in Adélaïde; she
was too white and too stiff for Silvère to throw himself on her neck.
Thus they lived together amidst melancholy silence, in the depths of
which they felt the tremor of boundless love.
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