Silvère, on his side, enjoyed profound happiness. His daily meetings
with Miette made his idle hours pass pleasantly away. During his long
silent companionship with aunt Dide, he recalled one by one his
remembrances of the morning, revelling in their most trifling details.
From that time forward, the fulness of his heart cloistered him yet
more in the lonely existence which he had adopted with his grandmother.
He was naturally fond of hidden spots, of solitary retirement, where he
could give himself up to his thoughts. At this period already he had
eagerly begun to read all the old odd volumes which he could pick up at
brokers’ shops in the Faubourg, and which were destined to lead him to
a strange and generous social religion and morality. His
reading—ill-digested and lacking all solid foundation—gave him glimpses
of the world’s vanities and pleasures, especially with regard to women,
which would have seriously troubled his mind if his heart had not been
contented. When Miette came, he received her at first as a companion,
then as the joy and ambition of his life. In the evening, when he had
retired to the little nook where he slept, and hung his lamp at the
head of his strap-bedstead, he would find Miette on every page of the
dusty old volume which he had taken at random from a shelf above his
head and was reading devoutly. He never came across a young girl, a
good and beautiful creature, in his reading, without immediately
identifying her with his sweetheart. And he would set himself in the
narrative as well. If he were reading a love story, it was he who
married Miette at the end, or died with her. If, on the contrary, he
were perusing some political pamphlet, some grave dissertation on
social economy, works which he preferred to romances, for he had that
singular partiality for difficult subjects which characterises persons
of imperfect scholarship, he still found some means of associating her
with the tedious themes which frequently he could not even understand.
For instance, he tried to persuade himself that he was learning how to
be good and kind to her when they were married. He thus associated her
with all his visionary dreamings. Protected by the purity of his
affection against the obscenity of certain eighteenth-century tales
which fell into his hands, he found particular pleasure in shutting
himself up with her in those humanitarian Utopias which some great
minds of our own time, infatuated by visions of universal happiness
have imagined. Miette, in his mind, became quite essential to the
abolition of pauperism and the definitive triumph of the principles of
the Revolution. There were nights of feverish reading, when his mind
could not tear itself from his book, which he would lay down and take
up at least a score of times, nights of voluptuous weariness which he
enjoyed till daybreak like some secret orgy, cramped up in that tiny
room, his eyes troubled by the flickering yellow light, while he
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