And what of young Massy all this while? His life was a dream, too,
but of another and very different kind. Visions of a glorious future
alternated with sad and depressing thoughts; high darings, and hopeless
views of what lay before him, came and went, and went and came again.
The Duke, who had just taken his departure for some watering-place in
Germany, gave him an order for certain statues, the models for which
were to be ready by his return,--at least, in that sketchy state of
which clay is even more susceptible than canvas. The young artist chafed
and fretted under the restraint of an assigned task. It was gall to his
haughty nature to be told that his genius should accept dictation, and
his fancy be fettered by the suggestions of another. If he tried to
combat this rebellious spirit, and addressed himself steadily to labor,
he found that his imagination grew sluggish, and his mind uncreative.
The sense of servitude oppressed him; and though he essayed to subdue
himself to the condition of an humble artist, the old pride still
rankled in his heart, and spirited him to a haughty resistance. His days
thus passed over in vain attempts to work, or still more unprofitable
lethargy. He lounged through the deserted garden, or lay, half-dreamily,
in the long, deep grass, listening to the cicala, or watching the
emerald-backed lizards as they lay basking in the sun. He drank in all
the soft voluptuous influences of a climate which steeps the senses in
a luxurious stupor, making the commonest existence a toil, but giving to
mere indolence all the zest of a rich enjoyment. Sometimes he wandered
into the library, and noiselessly drew nigh the spot where Billy sat
deeply busied in his books. He would gaze silently, half curiously,
at the poor fellow, and then steal noiselessly away, pondering on the
blessings of that poor peasant's nature, and wondering what in his own
organization had denied him the calm happiness of this humble man's
life.
CHAPTER XXXI. AT MASSA
Billy Traynor sat, deeply sunk in study, in the old recess of the palace
library. A passage in the “Antigone” had puzzled him, and the table was
littered with critics and commentators, while manuscript notes, scrawled
in the most rude hand, lay on every side. He did not perceive, in
his intense preoccupation, that Massy had entered and taken the place
directly in front of him. There the youth sat gazing steadfastly at
the patient and studious features before him. It was only when Traynor,
mastering the difficulty that had so long opposed him, broke out into an
enthusiastic declamation of the text that Massy, unable to control the
impulse, laughed aloud.
“How long are you there? I never noticed you comin' in,” said Billy,
half-shamed at his detected ardor.
“But a short time; I was wondering at--ay, Billy, and was envying,
too--the concentrated power in which you address yourself to your task.
It is the real secret of all success, and somehow it is a frame of mind
I cannot achieve.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account