Mv dear Princess,--My last will have told you how and when I came here;
I wish I but knew in what way to explain why I still remain! Imagine
the dreariest desolation of Calabria in a climate of fog and sea-drift:
sunless skies, leafless trees, impassable roads, the out-door comforts;
the joys within depending on a gloomy old house, with a few gloomier
inmates, and a host on a sick bed. Yet, with all this, I believe I am
better; the doctor, a strange, unsophisticated creature, a cross between
Galen and Caliban, seems to have hit off what the great dons of science
never could detect,--the true seat of my malady. He says--and he really
reasons out his case ingeniously--that the brain has been working for
the inferior nerves, not limiting itself to cerebral functions, but
actually performing the humbler office of muscular direction, and so
forth; in fact, a field-marshal doing duty for a common soldier! I
almost fancy I can corroborate his view, from internal sensations; I
have a kind of secret instinct that he is right. Poor brain! why it
should do the work of another department, with abundance of occupation
of its own, I cannot make out. But to turn to something else. This is
not a bad refuge just now. They cannot make out where I am, and all the
inquiries at my club are answered by a vague impression that I have gone
back to Germany, which the people at F. O. are aware is not the case.
I have already told you that my suggestion has been negatived in the
Cabinet: it was ill-timed, Allington says; but I ventured to remind his
Lordship that a policy requiring years to develop, and more years still
to push to a profitable conclusion, is not to be reduced to the category
of mere _à propos_ measures. He was vexed, and replied weakly and
angrily. I rejoined, and left him. Next day he sent for me, but my reply
was, “I was leaving town;” and I left. I don't want the Bath, because it
would be “ill-timed;” so that they must give me Vienna, or be satisfied
to see me in the House and the Opposition!
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