The Fortunes of the Colville Family; or, A Cloud with its Silver LiningSmedley, Frank E. (Frank Edward)
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The Fortunes of the Colville Family; or, A Cloud with its Silver Lining
Smedley, Frank E. (Frank Edward)
Christmas stories; English fiction -- 19th century; Families -- Fiction
Ernest was thunderstricken! He was no coxcomb, but neither was he devoid
of penetration; and he knew her so well.--had traced, as he believed,
so clearly the rise and progress of her affection for him--an affection
ripened, and, as it were, sanctified, by their joint attendance
beside her mother’s sick bed--that, although from a slight tendency to
waywardness which he was aware lurked in her disposition, he anticipated
some little difficulty in obtaining her consent to their union, yet the
idea that his offer should be met with a calm and deliberate refusal,
had never occurred to him even as a possibility. After a minute’s pause,
he exclaimed--
“I am grieved,--pained beyond expression!--nay,” he continued, gaining
courtage from the strength of his convictions, “I will even dare to add,
surprised. Emily, I cannot bring myself to believe that my offer has
come upon you unexpectedly; you _must_ have been aware of my affection
for you?” Receiving no answer, he continued in a sterner tone, “I am
then to understand that, perceiving my attachment, without returning it,
you have led me on merely to gratify your heartless vanity, till, in my
weak trustfulness, I have placed it in your power to inflict this blow
upon me--a blow, the effects of which years will fail to counteract. It
is not my pride that is wounded: the little pride I ever possessed has
been pretty well taken out of me by the drudgery of life ere this; but
that such deep, unselfish love, such entire boundless trust, should have
been thus bitterly deceived, thus heartlessly rejected, and by one
who seemed all truth, innocence, and gentleness--Oh! it is unnatural,
incredible’” He sprang from his chair, and began pacing the room with
rapid strides, then continued, “But I will overcome it; it is unworthy
to be thus affected--to feel thus for one capable of such deception. No!
cost me what it may, I will crush----!”
“Gently, my dear sir, gently: you may crush exactly what you please of
your own--your outraged affections, your rejected heart, or that very
nice new hat which you purchased in your way through London--though
that would be the most wantonly extravagant act of the three; but
you mustn’t crush our Rosebud, albeit she is such a heartless little
tigress. Ay I you may well stop and look at her! You ought to be ashamed
of yourself, Mr. Carrington! so you ought! And you a clergyman, too!
“Stop and look at her!” Why, what was there to see in that calm,
expressionless face, that cold stoical exterior?--only that the said
stoicism had turned out a dead failure, broken down with its would-be
professor at the critical moment, and there she was crying her woman’s
tender heart out, through her woman’s beautiful eyes, more like Niobe
than Plato, by long odds.
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