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The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and Whitfield
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Evangelical Revival -- England -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The next Friday we went to morning prayers at St. Anne's—the first
time I ever saw the inside of a Protestant church. It was a very old
building, and made me think at once of the choir at St. Jean's. But
the chancel was half taken up with two great square packing-boxes of
family pews, and there were others on each side. The pulpit, a great
carved pile, over-topped the reading-desk and communion table, and
had a little door at the back for the minister, which reminded me at
once of the door in Mrs. Crump's cuckoo clock. This pulpit, I learned
afterwards, was a comparatively new erection, and was considered by
every one a great improvement.
There were very few people in church, not more than a dozen, and they
were for the most part poor people who sat on the narrow hard benches
in the middle aisle. I observed Mrs. Bunnell in Lady Throckmorton's
pew, and a few elderly ladies were scattered up and down the church.
Mr. Cheriton read the service. I thought him much changed since I last
saw him; he looked somewhat thinner, and a little more haggard, but his
face had a calm, resolved, and peaceful expression. His voice was as
melodious and well-managed as ever, but had a new ring of earnestness
in it. When he read that wonderful confession, he seemed to put new
life and meaning into the words. One perceived that he felt himself a
miserable sinner—one of those lost sheep whom the Lord came to seek and
to save. It was all the difference between the outbreathings of a truly
penitent sinner, and the elocution of a fine actor.
When the prayers were over, Mr. Cheriton spoke a few words on the
Gospel, which was that for St. Matthew's day. He pictured the surprise
and disgust of the proud self-righteous Scribes and Pharisees, at the
approach of the despised publicans and sinners—their utter amazement
as Jesus sat down to meat with them—the rebuke with which the Lord
met them and the tenderness with which he turned to the poor people
who were hanging on his words as he said, "'I am not come to call the
righteous, but sinners to repentance.'"
"Is there—" said Mr. Cheriton in conclusion—"is there a heart here,
which feels itself bowed down under the load of sin, which it would
fain cast off, but cannot? Is there one of you knowing himself to be
a lost sinner, and seeing no way of escape? Then the Son of Man is
come to seek and save you. Come and cast your burdens on him—come and
confess all your sin—the plague, it may be secret or open, of your own
heart—come and say like the poor leper, 'If thou wilt, thou canst make
me clean!' And be assured, His gracious hand will be stretched out with
the words, 'I will! Be thou clean.'"
I saw a poor faded creature, who had come in late and shrunk into a
corner, burst into tears and bow her head on the bench before her.
Others looked at each other as though they could not tell what to make
of it; and I saw one or two smiles of contempt mingled with wonder.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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