The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and WhitfieldGuernsey, Lucy Ellen
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The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and Whitfield
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Evangelical Revival -- England -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"You must see that it is for Amabel's interest to treat Lord Bulmer
with civility at least, since she must marry him at last. Use your
influence to induce her to do so, and I will reward you for it. A very
good match has been proposed for you, better than you have reason to
hope for, with a wellborn gentleman high in the service of King James.
I will persuade my husband to accept the offer, and will provide for
you like a lady. Refuse to do what I wish, and you will leave this
house, and be separated from Amabel forever—for you may be sure that
Lord Bulmer will suffer no one near his wife who shall oppose his power
over her."
She ceased and sat looking at me with those strange eyes, in a way
which made me think of a story Mr. Thorpe had told us, of certain
poison snakes which draw birds into their mouths by looking at them. I
felt as though a web was being woven round me, taking from me all power
of free motion. I made a vigorous effort, said a short prayer for grace
and direction, and then spoke out.
"Madam, will you please tell me in so many words what it is that you
would have me do; then I can tell whether it is in my power or not?"
"Frankly spoken," returned my lady, apparently not ill-pleased. "I will
have you use your influence with Amabel to give up Mr. Cheriton and
consent to marry Lord Bulmer. Tell her that you have received certain
news of her lover's infidelity and his approaching marriage. Work on
her pride, of which she has abundance, and shame her out of caring
for a man who has ceased to care for her. Tell her that Lord Bulmer
has promised never to interfere with her religion, and that he also
promises her every indulgence, even to having you live with her, if you
do not marry."
"And if I refuse to do this?" said I.
"Then you leave this house forever!" she answered, suddenly and
sharply. "There, I do not wish to hear your decision now. Go and think
about it. Remember, girl, that I have your life and character in my
hand—in my hand!" she repeated, shutting her small, thin hand, as if
she would crush something she held within. "Now go, and come when I
send for you!"
I made my curtsy and withdrew to our room. Amabel was not there, having
gone out riding with her father, whom she strove carefully to please in
all things.
I was not sorry to be alone. What a wave of temptation rolled in upon
me! Suppose I were to refuse obedience to my lady, what would be the
result? I should be separated from Amabel, my second self, never,
perhaps, to see her again. My reputation would be ruined. I knew enough
of my lady to know that she would not scruple to tell any story about
me, and I also knew that the fact of living under her roof would be no
advantage to me.
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