The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and WhitfieldGuernsey, Lucy Ellen
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The foster-sisters : $b A story in the days of Wesley and Whitfield
Guernsey, Lucy Ellen
Evangelical Revival -- England -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Young women -- Fiction
THE next morning, I waked feeling weary and weak enough. Amabel was
already up, and I saw her seated near the window with her work. I lay a
little while thinking over what had happened, feeling both ashamed of
myself, and vexed at Mrs. Thorpe. What right had she, a tradeswoman, to
set up to dictate to, and order a gentleman's daughter? And yet, at the
bottom of my heart, I felt that she was right, and I was wrong.
I made a move presently, and Amabel came to me.
"Is it very late?" I asked. "Have you been up long?"
"It is not late, but I have been up more than an hour!" answered
Amabel. "I have been thinking about a great many things, Lucy. When you
are dressed, I will tell you what they are."
"Well! Now tell me your thoughts!" said I, as I finished my rosary,
(which I still said every morning), and sat down on the other side of
the window. "I hope they are not very deep, or I shall not understand
them, for I feel dreadfully stupid and heavy. What would Mother
Prudentia say to our being out till eleven o'clock, and that at a play?"
"She would say we were very wrong, and so we were," answered Amabel
with decision. "Lucy, we must never do such a thing again."
"I don't think it was anything to make such an ado about!" I answered.
"We could not help going with my lady at last."
"But we could have helped it at first!" returned Amabel. "We might have
listened to Mrs. Crump, when she told us what was right."
"Mrs. Thorpe has no right to order us so!" I said, speaking out what I
had been thinking.
"She has a perfect right, seeing that my aunt has placed us under her
care!" said Amabel, "Think too, how kind she has been to us. How good
she was last night; she did not wish to turn you out of her house,
because you had a headache, like that other woman."
I remembered this, and began to feel ashamed of myself, for thinking
of our kind hostess as I had done, and at last I agreed with Amabel
that we had done wrong, and must ask pardon, as much as if it had been
Mother Superior that we had offended.
My heart began to feel a little lightened, when arrived at this point,
for the time when conscience stings us worst, is while we are refusing
to allow that it stings at all. We knew that Mrs. Thorpe spent a little
time in her closet every morning before she came to breakfast, and we
determined to seek her there.
"There is another thing I have been considering!" said Amabel, when
this matter was finally settled. "We have lived a very idle life,
lately. Just think! We have been here nearly three weeks, and what have
we to show for it? Not one thing."
"We have read a good deal!" I answered.
"Yes! But not in a way to do us any good. We have not done any lessons,
or worked, either for ourselves or the poor; we have not kept to any
rule, such as we have always been used to."
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