C. is one of those individuals whose mediocre energy has stood
between him and so-called success. At present he is forty and
occupies about the same position that he did at twenty. As a boy
he was fond of play but never excelled in any sport and never
occupied a place of leadership. He had the usual pugnacious code
of boys, but because he was friendly and good-natured rarely got
into a fight. He liked to read and was rather above the average
in intelligence, but he never tackled the difficult reading,
confining himself to the "interesting" novel and easy
information. He left high school when he was sixteen and
immediately on leaving he dropped all study. He entered an office
as errand boy and was recognized as faithful and industrious, but
he showed no especial initiative or energy. In the course of time
he was promoted from one position to another until he became a
shipper at the age of twenty. Since this time he has remained at
this post without change, except that when he got married and on
a few occasions afterward, when the cost of living rose, his
salary was raised.
C. is married, and his wife often "nags" him because he does not
get ahead. She tells him that he has no energy and fight in him,
that if he would he could do better. Sometimes he takes refuge in
the statement that he has no pull, that those who have been
promoted over his head are favorites for some reason or another,
and he rarely recognizes the superiority of his immediate
superiors, though he is loyal enough to the boss. He lives in
that "quiet despair" that Thoreau so aptly describes as the life
of the average man, and he seeks escape from it in smoking, in
belonging to a variety of fraternal organizations, in the movies
and the detective story. He is a "good" father and husband, which
means that he turns over all his earnings, is faithful and kind.
Except that he admonishes and punishes his children when they are
"bad," he takes no constructive share in their training and
leaves that to the mother, the church and the school. He and his
wife are attached to one another through habit and mutual need,
but they have some time since outlived passion and intense
affection. She has sized him up as a failure and knows herself
doomed to struggle against poverty, and he knows that she
understands him. This mutual "understanding" keeps them at arm's
length except in the face of danger or disaster, when they cling
to each other for comfort and support. This is the history of
many a marriage that on its surface is quiet and peaceful.
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