Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
“I’m afraid not.” Mr. Sumption rose and began walking up and down
the room, his hands clasped behind him. The dipping sun poured over
his burly figure, showing up in its beautiful merciless beam the
seediness of his coat and the worn hollows and graven lines of his
face. “I’m afraid not, Tom Beatup. I’m afraid I’ll have to stand by
and see my boy damned. I’ll stand among the sheep and see him among
the goats. There’s no good trying to job myself into thinking he’s
one of the Elect—he knows he isn’t, and I know it. Whereas I have
Assurance—I’ve had it a dunnamany years. Between us two there is a
great gulf fixed. I’ll have to dwell for ever in Mount Sion, in the
general assembly and church of the firstborn, and see him for ever
across the gulf, in hell.”
“Then reckon you’ll be in hell yourself.”
“It seems like it. But the ways of the Lord are past finding out....
And I would willingly give my soul for Jerry’s—the soul the Lord has
damned from the womb....”
Tom stood up. He felt he could not stand any more of this.
“Seemingly your religion aun’t much of a comfort to you.... Well, I
must be going now.”
“You’ll come again?”
“Reckon I will, if you’re lonesome.”
“And look here, Tom; you won’t say a word to other folk of what I’ve
spoken—about Jerry, I mean. It ud never do if the parish came to
think that he was getting into bad ways.”
“I’ll say naun—trust me. Reckon Jerry’s middling lucky to have you
stick by him as you do.”
“Jerry once said he sometimes felt as if there was only me between
him and hell. Seemingly I’m the only friend he’s got.”
Tom felt very sorry for Mr. Sumption. He told Thyrza that he thought
he must be getting queer with his troubles, and Thyrza immediately
planned to take the baby to see him; and a day or two later they
asked him down to the shop for the afternoon, and had the pleasure
of seeing him momentarily forget his troubles in a good tea. “Reckon
the poor soul thinks a lot of his inside,” said Thyrza, “and doan’t
always git enough to fill it with.”
4
The last days of Tom’s fortnight seemed to rush by in spate; they
blew before the March wind like the dust. Thyrza hurried on her
little preparations for his departure—she was making him new shirts,
and with loving hands repairing all of his that was frayed and worn,
from his shirt to his soul.... For even Tom’s simple soul had been
touched by the blight of war, and there was a look at the back of
his eyes which came from things he never spoke of ... things he had
seen out there in the land of horrors, which the folk at home did not
realise—and he was unaccountable glad they did not. Thyrza’s love had
driven that look to the back of his eyes and those memories to the
back of his heart, though probably she would never be able to drive
either the look or the memories quite away. Such things were now the
lot of boys....
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