Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
At the same time her heart was full of peace. The questioning mood
had passed, and had given place to one single deep assurance of her
husband’s love. Tom’s love seemed to go with her into the house, to
be with her as she bathed Will and put him to bed, to drive away her
brooding thoughts when, later on, she sat alone in the lamplight at
her supper. She sang to herself as she put away the supper, a silly
old song of Tom’s when he first joined up:
“The bells of hell go ring-aling-aling
For you, but not for me;
For me the angels sing-aling-aling,
They’ve got the goods for me.
O Death, where is thy sting-aling-aling?
Where, grave, thy victory?
The bells of hell go ring-aling-aling
For you, but not for me.”
Now that darkness had fallen, the clouds had rolled away from the big
stars blinking in the far-off peace. A soft, sweet-smelling cold was
in the house, the emanation of the damp mould of the garden, where
hyacinths bathed their purples and yellows in the white flood of
the moon—of the twinkling night air, cold and clear as water—of the
fields with their brown moist ribs and clumps of violets.
Thyrza’s room was full of light, for the westering moon hung over
Starnash like a sickle, and the fields showed grey against their
hedges and the huddled woods. She undressed without a candle, so
bright was the moon-dazzle on her window, and after saying her
prayers climbed into bed, where little Will now lay in his father’s
place. Once more she tried to picture that his head was Tom’s, and
that her husband lay beside her, while Will slept in his cradle, as
he had slept when Tom was at home. But the illusion faltered—Will was
so small, and Tom was so big in spite of his stockiness, and took up
so much more room, making the mattress cant under him, whereas Will
lay on it as lightly as a kitten. However, she did not badly need the
comfort of make-believe, for her sense of Tom’s love was so real, so
intense, and so sweet, that it filled all the empty corners of her
heart, making her forget the empty corners of her bed. She lay with
one arm flung out towards the baby, the other curved against her
side, while her hair spread over the pillow like a bed of celandines,
and the moonlight drew in soft gleams and shadows the outlines of her
breast.
She lay very still—nearly as still as Tom was lying in the light of
the same moon.... But not quite so still, for the stillness of the
living is never so perfect, so untroubled as the stillness of the
dead.
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Worge knew nearly as soon as the Shop, for Nell, running down after
breakfast to buy tobacco for her father, found the blinds still
drawn. The door was unlocked, however, so she went in and called her
sister-in-law. There was no answer, and, vaguely alarmed, she went
upstairs, to find Thyrza sitting on the unmade bed, still wearing the
print wrapper she had slipped on when the shop-bell rang during her
dressing.
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