Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
The tears rolled down her cheeks in the darkness that followed the
setting of the moon. Was it for this that she had borne him in hope
and anguish?—that he should die alone, away from her, like a dog,
in the mud?... She saw the mud, he had so often told her of it,
she saw it sucking and oozing round him like the mud outside the
cowhouse door; she saw the milky puddles ... she saw them grow dark
and streaked with blood. Then, just as her heart was breaking, she
pictured him in the bare clean ward of a hospital, as she had seen
him at Eastbourne, with a kind nurse to relieve his last pain and
take down his last little messages. Oh, someone was sure to write to
Tom’s mother and tell her how he had died, and perhaps send her a
message from him.
The daylight crept into the room, stabbing like a finger under
the blind, and with it her restlessness increased. Then a pool of
sunshine gleamed at the side of the bed. She felt that she could not
lie any longer, so climbed out slowly from under the blankets. She
tried not to disturb her husband, but she was too unwieldy for a
noiseless rising, and she heard him turn over and mutter, asking her
what she meant by “waaking a man to his trouble”—then falling asleep
again.
She went down to the kitchen, to find Harry, his eyes big and blurred
with sleep, just going to set about his business in the yard. Moved
by a quake of tenderness for this surviving son, she made him a cup
of cocoa, and insisted on his drinking it before he went out to work.
Then she did her own scrubbing with more care than usual—“Reckon we
must kip the farm up, now he’s agone.” Urged by the same thought she
went out to the Dutch barn and mixed the chicken food, then opened
the hen-houses, feeling in the warm nests for eggs.
By now the sun was high, a big blazing pan slopping fire over the
roofs and into the ponds. The air was full of sounds—crowings,
cacklings, cluckings, the scurry of fowls, the stamping of horses,
and then the whining hiss of milk into zinc pails. Hoofs thudded
in the lane, the call of a girl came from a distant field, all the
country of the Four Roads was waking to life and work, faltering no
more than light and darkness because one of its sons had died for
the fields he used to plough. Wheels crunched in the drive, and then
came the postman’s knock. Mrs. Beatup put down her trug of meal, and
waddled off towards the house ... perhaps a letter had come about
Tom; it was rather early yet, still, perhaps it had come.
But Harry had already been to the door, and shook his head when she
asked if there was anything for her.
“Thur’s naun.”
“Naun fur none of us?”
“Only fur me.”
She saw that he was carrying a long, official-looking envelope, and
that his hand was clenched round it, as if he held a knife.
“Wot’s that?”
“My calling-up paapers.”
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