Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
The sobs stopped as suddenly as they had begun, but the
brain-pressure had been relieved, and he could now think a little.
He saw, as from a great way off, himself before the telegram came—he
saw that as he planned that memorial service, prepared that elegiac
sermon, there had run in his veins a fiery, subtle pride that he, at
least, was father of a living man. He had not seen it at the time,
but he saw it now—now that his pride had been trampled and he himself
was in the same abyss with the souls he was to comfort. He too was
father of the dead; Jerry was dead—at last and for ever beyond the
reach of his help, his efforts, even his prayers ... the son of the
woman from Ihornden.
The room was almost in darkness now; fiery lights moved and shifted,
and by their glow he read the telegram over again, for at the bottom
of his heart was always a sick, insane thought that he must be
mistaken, that this blow could not have fallen, that Jerry must still
be somewhere alive and up to no good. But the message was there, and
now on this third reading, he noticed something peculiar about the
phrasing of it—“Private Sumption has died at the front.” Surely this
was not the usual form of announcement. He had seen several such
messages of woe, and they had read “killed in action” or “died of
wounds.” He had never seen one put exactly like this.
However, it was not of any real importance. Jerry was dead; that was
the only vital, necessary fact. But he would write to Mus’ Archie for
particulars.... The lamp was on the table, and he lit it, pushing
aside the unused supper-tray and the littered sermon-paper.
5
He wrote on into the night. He found a certain crookedness in his
ideas which made him tear up several efforts—he once even found
himself writing to Jerry, a proceeding which struck him with peculiar
horror. The hours ticked on; the big constellations swung solemnly
across the uncurtained window (luckily Policeman was in bed, and
did not see the lozenge of gold lamplight that lay in Mrs. Hubble’s
backyard). Inside the room the cat prowled to and fro, miaowling to
be let out for a scamper on the barn-roofs—at last, he jumped on
the table and, upsetting the cocoa, lapped his fill and retired to
dignified repose. The mice tapped on the glass front of their cage
with little pink hands like anemones.... Mr. Sumption for once did
not notice his animals; he sat brooding over the table long after he
had finished writing. Then, as the sky was fading into light, and big
greyish-white clouds like mushrooms were banking towards the east, he
dropped asleep, his head fallen over the back of his chair, with the
mouth a little open, his arms hanging at his sides.
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