Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
The moon was still pale under the clouds, and the wet road gleamed
like pewter. The hedges roared, as the wind moved in them, and every
now and then he could hear the swish of a great tree, or the cracking
and crying of a wood. In the midst of all this tumult he felt very
lonely—if he passed a farm, with slats of lamplight under its blinds,
he felt more lonely still. But it was better than the loneliness of a
room, of the room to which someone he loved would never come again.
He had a sudden memory of Jerry as he had seen him, the morning after
the boy’s own night out of doors, sitting like a monkey in the big
wash-tub in front of the fire....
It must have been between two and three o’clock in the morning when
Mr. Sumption found the road leading past the gape of a big barn. By
this time his legs were aching with cold and wet, and his face felt
all raw with the sting of the rain. It would be good to take shelter
for a little while. Then he would go home, and brave Mrs. Hubble.
He would be back in his study when she brought in his breakfast.
Breakfast ... he rubbed his big hands together, he was already
beginning to feel hungry. But before he went home he must rest.
That weariness which had muffled him like a cloak in the chapel,
fumbling his movements and veiling his eyes, was dropping over him
now. He felt the weight of it in his limbs, and, worse still, in his
heart and brain. When he shut his eyes he saw nothing but rows of
heads, staring and wagging.... He went into the barn, and the sudden
stopping of the wind and rain made him feel dazed. Then a queer thing
happened—he pitched forward on his face into a pile of straw, not
giddy, not fainting, merely fast asleep.
12
For some hours he slept heavily in his pitched, huddled attitude, but
as the cloud of sleep lightened before waking, he had another dream
of the old forge at Bethersden, and of himself working there, in the
days before the “voices” came. He saw the great red glow of the forge
spread out over the cross-roads, fanning up the road to Horsmonden
and the road to Witsunden and the road to Castweasel. He saw the
smithy full of it, and himself and his father working in it, with
arms swung over the glowing iron—he heard the roar of the furnace
and the thump of the hammers; and a great fulness of peace was in
his heart. Dimly conscious in his dream of all that had passed since
those happy days, he felt a wonderful relief at being back in them,
and the sweetest doubt as to the reality of his later experiences....
So it had been a dream, all his ministerial trouble and travail, his
brief snatch at love, his son’s birth in sorrow and life in defiance
and death in shame.... The hammers swung, and the forge roared, and
the light fanned up to the stars....
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