Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
He was beginning definitely to enjoy her company. Thyrza’s charm was
of the comfortable, pervasive kind that attracted all sorts of men in
every station. He found that he liked to listen to her soft, drawly
voice, to watch her slow, heavy movements, to gaze at her tranquil
face with the hair like flowering grass. She at once soothed and
stimulated him. She encouraged him to talk, and when the edge was off
his appetite, he did so, telling her a little of what had happened to
him the last night and day.
“And what do you think I’ve learned by it all, Mrs. Tom? What do you
think my trouble’s taught me?”
Thyrza shook her head. In her simple life trouble came and went
without any lesson but its patient bearing.
“It’s taught me I’m a blacksmith, and no minister.”
“Reckon you’re both,” said Thyrza.
“No—I’m not—I’m just the smith. And to prove it to you, from this day
forward I shall not teach or preach another word.”
“Wot! give up the Bethel!—not be minister here any more?”
“Not here nor anywhere. I’m no minister—I’ve never been a minister.”
“But——”
“There’s no good arguing. My mind’s made up. I shall write to the
Assembly this very night.”
“Oh——”
“How shall I dare to teach and guide others, who could not even teach
and guide my own son? No, don’t interrupt me—the Lord has opened my
eyes, and I see myself as just a poor, plain, ignorant man. Reckon
I’m only the common blacksmith I was born and bred, and trying to
make myself different has led to nothing but pain and trouble, both
for me and for others. I ask you what good has my ministry ever done
a human soul?”
“Oh, Mus’ Sumption, doan’t spik lik that,” said Thyrza, with the
tears in her eyes. “Reckon I’ll never disremember how beautiful you
talked of Tom last night ... and oh, the comfort it guv me to hear
you talk so!”
“You’re a good soul, Missus—reckon there’s none I could speak to as
I’m speaking to you now. But you mustn’t think high of me—I spoke
ill last night; I was like Peter before the Lord let down the sheet
on him—calling His creatures common and unclean. I’ve failed as a
minister, and I’ve failed as a father—the only thing I haven’t failed
as is a blacksmith; thank the Lord I’ve still some credit left at
that.”
He hid his face for a moment. Thyrza felt confused ... she scarcely
understood.
“Then wot ull you do, Mus’ Sumption, if you mean to be minister no
more?”
“Join the A.V.C.—Army Veterinary Corps. I see as plain as daylight
that’s my job.”
“Wot! Go and fight?”
“Reckon there won’t be much fighting for a chap of my age. But I’ll
be useful in my way. I hear they’re short of farriers and smiths.
Besides, they’re calling up all fit men under fifty, and I can’t
claim exemption as a minister, seeing I ain’t one; and reckon Mr.
Smith ull go now Randall Cantuar and Charles John Chichester have
said he may.... So I’m off to Lewes to-morrow, Mrs. Tom.”
“We shall miss you unaccountable. Besides, it aun’t the life fur a
man lik you.”
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