Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
The future meant even less to him now than the past. An almighty
present ruled the world in those days, for it was all that a man
could call his own. Lord! if that crump had dropped a few yards
nearer, he might have lost the chances he was grabbing now. He
wondered how a year ago he could ever have dreamed and dawdled over
his love for Thyrza, put off its declaration to a vague and distant
time which might never be. It was queer how he had counted on the
future then, made plans for doing things “sometime.” The last year
had taught him how close that sometime stood to Never. Not that Tom
felt any forebodings. Indeed, he had the optimistic fatalism of most
soldiers. He was safe until a shell came along with his number on,
and then—well, many better chaps’ numbers had been up before his.
Meantime, it was his business to seize the present hour and all it
contained, nor, when he planted, think of gathering, nor in the
seed-time dream of harvest.
He never doubted Thyrza’s readiness, and was a little surprised
when she mentioned things like “gitting some cloathes,” and “having
the house done.” Experience had not yet taught her to mistrust the
future—for her to-morrow always came, and must be decently prepared
for. However, when she saw how desperately Tom was set on marriage,
she brushed aside the scruples of habit with a heroism they both of
them failed to see.
“I’ll marry you soon as you come hoame, dear, and then we can have a
bit of honeymoon.”
“We’ll go away. I’ll take you to Hastings, maybe—we’ll git a room
there.”
“Oh, Tom! Lik a grand couple! We mun’t go chucking the money away.”
“We woan’t chuck it all away, but we’ll chuck a fair-sized bit. I
doan’t git much chance of spending out there.”
She looked at him tenderly.
“To think as I ever thought you wur slower nor me!”
“I wur a gurt owl,” said Tom. “Lord! if I’d a-gone West, and never so
much as kissed you....”
“But you did kiss me, dear—in the shop, the evenun afore you went
away.”
“Twur only your hand, and I wur all quaaking like a calf.”
Thyrza sighed.
“It wur a lovely kiss.”
The Beatups were naturally indignant at Tom’s decision. To them it
savoured of undue haste, if not of indecency. Courtships in Sunday
Street usually lasted from two to ten years. Indeed, Maudie Speldrum
had been wooed for fifteen years before she took matters into her own
hands and proposed to Bert Pix. Tom had not been engaged to Thyrza
six months. What did they want to get married for? And what was Tom
but a lad?—a mere child in his mother’s eyes—a calf that Mrs. Honey
was leading to market, all ignorant (as she could not be) of what
lay ahead. In Sunday Street, marriage was the end—the end of love,
the end of youth—and mixed with Mrs. Beatup’s jealousy of the other
woman and suspicion of her motives, was the desire to keep her son a
little longer in the frisky meadows of his boyhood before he was led
to those lean pastures she knew so well.
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