Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
On his last evening, he went up to Worge to say good-bye. He felt
already as if he did not belong to the place. Harry’s drastic
dealings with the tilth seemed to have taken the fields away
from him—he no longer felt even a distant guardianship of those
brown-ribbed acres which had been green when he worked on them. He
felt, too, with a sense of estrangement, the dirt and litter of the
house, the muddling business which at six o’clock had Ivy swilling
out the scullery and Mrs. Beatup still struggling with the washing.
Thyrza never did a stroke of housework after dinner, and yet her
morning’s tasks were never hurried; she never had Ivy’s flushed, red
face and tousled hair, or Mrs. Beatup’s forehead shiny with sweat.
His family were conscious of this—conscious that he now had a
standard of comparison by which to measure their short-comings, and
it made them sulkily suspicious in their attitude. He was already the
alien—the bird that has left the nest, the puppy that has grown up
and gone a-hunting on his own. But this sense of estrangement only
seemed to make his parting sadder, for he vaguely felt as if he had
left them before he need, had already divided himself from them by an
earlier good-bye, of which this was only the echo and the ghost.
Mrs. Beatup enquired politely after Thyrza, and sent Ivy out to fetch
in the others. Zacky climbed on Tom’s knee and asked him to send him
home a German helmet, and Harry—whose heart was really very warm and
loving towards Tom—stood shyly behind his chair and could not speak a
word. Mus’ Beatup gave Tom an account of the Battle of the Ancre, but
failed to create the usual respectful impression.
“You see, faather, I was out there, and I know that it happened
different. St. Quentin aun’t anywhere near the Rhine.”
“There’s more’n one St. Quentin, saum as there’s more’n one
Mockbeggar, and more’n one Iden Green. How do you know as there’s no
St. Quentin on the Rhine? You’ve never bin there, and you’ll never be
there, nuther.”
“I reckon I’ll be there before I’m many months older.”
“You woan’t,” said Mus’ Beatup solemnly, “it’s more likely as the
Germans ull be crossing the River Cuckmere than as you’ll ever be
crossing the River Rhine. Now, be quiet, Nell, and a-done do, fur I
tell you it’s bin proved as we’ll never git to the River Rhine, so
where’s the sense of going on wud the war, I’d like to know?”
“To prevent the Germans crossing the River Cuckmere,” snapped Nell.
“Oh, doan’t go talking such tar’ble stuff,” moaned Mrs. Beatup. “If
the Germans caum here I’d die of fits.”
“They woan’t come here,” said her husband, “and we’ll never git
there, so wot’s the sense of all this vrother, and giving up our lads
and ploughing up our grass and going short of beer, all to end where
we started? If this war had bin a-going to do us any good, it ud
a-done it before now, surelye; but it’s a lousy, tedious, lamentaable
war, and the sooner we git shut of it the better.”
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