Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
“Doan’t you go fretting over that. I’d be lonesome wudout the shop,
Tom—I doan’t think as I’ll ever want to be wudout the shop. And we’ve
bin so happy there together. It’s saum as if you’d built it fur me,
since you’ve maade it wot it never was before.”
He drew her close to him, sleek, soft, heavy, like a little cat, and
leaned his cheek against her hair.
“Reckon I’ll always think of you in it.... I’ll see you setting up in
the mornun wud your eyes all blinky and your hair streaming down—and
I’ll see you putting on the kettle and dusting the shop, and maybe
having a bit of talk over the counter wud a luckier chap than me.
And all the day through I’ll see you, and in the swale you’ll be
putting your head out for a blow of air, and there’ll be the lamp in
the window behind you ... and then you’ll lie asleep, and the room
ull be all moony and grey, and your liddle hand ull lie out on the
blanket—so, and your breath ull come lik the scent out of the grass
... and when you turn your body it’ll be lik the grass moving in the
wind—and I woan’t be there to see or hear or touch or smell you.”
His arm tightened round her breast, and she leaned against him as if
she would fuse her body into his, share its travels, hardships and
dangers. The stars were creeping slowly into the sky, dim and rayless
in the thick Spring night, which had put a purple haze into the
zenith, and made the great moon glow like a copper pan. The fields
were blooming with a soft yellow—the waters of the pond had a faint
gleam on their stagnation, and the willows were like smoke with a
fire in its heart, their boughs pouring down in misty grey towards
the water, with points and sparks of light here and there, as the
radiance danced among their leaves.
The swell of the field against the eastern constellations was broken
by the gable of the shop, rising over the hedge and pointing to the
sign of the Ram. Tom’s England—the England he would carry in his
heart—had widened to take in that little humped roof of moss-grown
tiles. It held not only the willow pond and the woman beside it,
but the home where together they had eaten the bread and drunk the
cup of common things. It was not perhaps a very lofty conception of
fatherland—not even so high as Harry’s conception of a country saved
by his plough. Tom’s country was only a little field-corner that held
his wife and his home, but as he sat there under the stars, he felt
in his vague, humble way, that it was a country a man would choose to
fight for, and for which perhaps he would not be unwilling to die.
PART IV: IVY
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