Sussex (England) -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
She wondered if he knew of his wife’s visit—perhaps he was with her
now. Did he love her?... and those two youngsters up in the North—a
moan dragged from her lips. His wife was dressed like a lady, but she
talked queer, though maybe they all talked like that up North. Had
she believed Ivy when she said she had always known Seagrim was a
married man? Had her mother believed her? Would Sunday Street believe
her?
She sat up on the bed, and pushed the damp hair back from her eyes.
She would face them out, anyhow. No one should point at her in
scorn—or at Seagrim, either, even though she could never trust him or
love him again. She would give the lie to all who mocked or pitied.
No one should pry into her aching heart. Ivy Beatup wasn’t the one
to be poor-deared or serve-her-righted. She crossed the room, and
plunged her face into the basin, slopping her tear-stained cheeks
with cold water. Then she brushed back and twisted up her hair,
smoother her gown, and went downstairs with no traces of her grief
save an unnatural tidiness.
5
Ivy held her bold front for the rest of that week. Her secret portion
of sorrow and craving she kept hid. Her floors were scrubbed and her
pans scoured no worse for lack of that glory which makes like the
silver wings of a dove those that have lien among the pots.... She
still had strength to cling to the empty days, to serve through the
meaningless routine that had once been a joyous rite.
Everyone had heard about Seagrim now, and had also heard that Ivy
Beatup had not been deceived, but had known about his wife from the
first. Some believed her, accounting for her silence by the fact that
her family would have interfered had they known she was walking out
with a married man. These for the most part called Ivy Beatup a bad
lot, though her sister-in-law Thyrza stood up for her, declaring
Ivy’s friendship with the Corporal could only have been innocent and
respectable—but of course Thyrza was now allied with the Beatups,
and would be anxious for their good name. A large proportion of the
street, however, did not believe Ivy’s version of the story—they
would have her tricked, deluded—betrayed, they hinted—and found an
even greater delight in pity than in blame.
All joined in wondering what she would do the following Sunday. She
would not have the face to parade the man as usual. Perhaps Mrs.
Seagrim was still at Hailsham—perhaps, even if she was not, the
Corporal would not dare show his face after what had happened or, if
he did, surely the girl would not be so brazen as to trot him out now
that she knew all the parish knew she was a bad lot—or a poor victim.
However, when Sunday came, Ivy appeared in her best blue dress, and
on Seagrim’s arm, as if nothing had happened. Her eyes were perhaps
a little over-bright with defiance, her cheeks a little over-red for
even such a full-blown peony as her face, but her manner was assured,
if not very dignified, and her grins as many-toothed as on less
doubtful occasions.
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