England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
Why should they go on? Because they could not choose but go on. They
were compelled to go on. If they spoke of other things, their thoughts
and their talk wandered back to this same subject. As may always happen
when two persons are engaged on the subject and absorbed in it, their
faces assumed the same expression--that of one who searches and finds
not. With such a face the alchemist was accustomed every day to enter
his laboratory, hoping against hope, beaten back every evening,
returning in the morning. But with a difference--for the alchemist knew
what he wanted to find out, and these two were in search of they knew
not what.
They went together, in the vain hope of finding or hearing something
more, to call upon the lady of the Commercial Road. She was most
gratified to be recognised as a cousin of this young lady; she desired
nothing better than to talk of the family and its misfortunes. But she
threw no more light upon the story, knowing, in fact, less than they
themselves knew. They left her; they agreed once more that it was absurd
to continue a quest so hopeless; they agreed once more to lock up the
book. Next day they took it out and laid their heads together again.
“How long is this going to last?” Constance asked.
“I don’t know,” Leonard replied wearily. “Are we possessed? Are we
bewitched?”
“Are we two persons who do not believe in possession or in witchcraft,
yet are really possessed--I don’t know by whom, or why, or anything at
all about it--but if there is not possession, then the old stories mean
nothing.”
“We might make a wax image, and call it by the name of the witch, and
stick pins in it----”
“If we knew the name of the witch. Why, it seems as if we could speak
and think of nothing else. If one were superstitious----”
“If,” echoed the other doubtfully, “one were superstitious----”
“It might seem like part of the hereditary misfortunes; yet why should I
share in your sorrows?” Here she blushed because she remembered how,
before the misfortunes were even heard of, she had been invited to share
in the good fortune. But Leonard observed nothing. The quest left no
room for any thoughts of love.
“No,” he replied gravely, “you must not share in our troubles.
Constance, I, too, ask myself every day how long this will last. Why
cannot I throw off the sense of being driven on against my own will in a
search which must be hopeless?”
“Yes, I, too, am driven, but it is to follow you. What does it mean? Is
it imagination of a morbid kind?” She paused. Leonard made no reply.
“After all,” she continued, “there is nothing to do but to accept the
situation, and to go on and see what happens.”
Leonard groaned. “Suppose,” he said, with a wintry smile, “that we are
doomed to go on day after day till the end of things, just as that old
man has walked up and down his terrace day after day for seventy years.
What a fearful tramp! What a monotony! What a life!”
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