England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
Only one thing remained. And now even the horror of that was more
tolerable than the humiliation of the first revelations. It was the
terrible story of the crime and the seventy years of expiation in which
there had been no expiation, because nothing can ever atone for a crime
or make it as if it had not been.
Men pray for forgiveness--“neither reward us after our iniquities.”
There should be another and a less selfish prayer that all shall be in
the world as if the iniquity had never been committed: that the
consequences of the iniquity shall be stayed, miraculously
stayed--because, but for a miracle, they must take their course
according to the great law of Nature, that nothing can happen save under
conditions imposed by the record of the past. The dream of the sinner is
that he shall be forgiven and shall go straight to the land of white
clothing and hearts at peace for ever, while down below the children and
the grandchildren are in the misery of the consequences--the inevitable
consequences of his follies and his crimes. So every soul stands or
falls by itself, yet in its standing or in its falling it supports or it
drags down the children and the grandchildren.
These thoughts, and other thoughts like unto these, crowded into the
brain of the young man when he sat alone--the _dossier_ of the crime
locked up in the drawer--the disgraces of his cousins pushed aside--and
the crime which caused so much little more than a memory and an abiding
pity. Everything had come to Leonard which Constance, not knowing what
the words might mean, desired for him. How great the change it made in
him, as yet he hardly suspected.
CHAPTER XX
HE SPEAKS AT LAST
Was it really the last day of Visitation? Punishment or Consequence,
would there be no more?
Punishment or Consequence, it matters little which. One thing more
happened on this eventful day. It came in a telegram from the ancestral
housekeeper.
“Please come down as soon as you can. There is a change.”
A change! When a man is ninety-five what change do his friends expect?
Leonard carried the telegram to Constance.
“I think,” he said, “it must be the end.”
“It is assuredly the end. You will go at once--to-day. Let me go with
you, Leonard.”
“You? But it would only distress you.”
“It will not distress me if I can take him, before he dies, a simple
message.”
“You sent me a message. How did you know that it was a message?”
“I knew it was a message, because I saw it with my mind’s eye written
clear and bright, and because I heard it plain and unmistakable. It came
to me in the night. I thought it was a dream. Now I think it was a
message.”
“You said that all the misfortunes were over. Like your message, it was
a dream. Yet now we get this telegram.”
“Why--do you call this a misfortune? What better can we desire for that
poor old man but the end?”
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