Frontier and pioneer life -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction
but--say, mebbe the cogs o' that damn wheel didn't do a thing to my
arm. Say--the doctor didn't need to amputate it. That winch did him
out o' his job."
"You mean," said Eleanor, slowing the grays to a reluctant walk down
grade, while the driver clamped the front wheel brake with his foot,
"you mean because there was no crowbar, or anything to stop the hoist
flying backwards and killing the men under the load of rock, you mean
because there was no crowbar, you jumped into the wheel, yourself?"
"Sure," said the man astonished at her question; and because Eleanor
was a true Westerner and didn't mind the tobacco squids and the
damn't's in the least (where they belonged) she gave that one-armed
driver a look that would have made any man proud: only the one-armed
driver didn't see it.
"They took up a purse an' wanted to give me a perscription--damn't, but
I told 'em t' turn it in t' the Horspital. Any man w'd a' done same
for a yellow dog. What d'y' want t' give a fellow a medal for not
bein' stinkin' coward?"
Eleanor laughed. It was a happy silver laugh like the light on the
Ridge cataracts. Somehow, the one-armed stage driver with his
unconscious heroism and equally unconscious profanity gave her a sense
of the big wholesome unconscious outdoor world, just as the lavender
silks and undertaker's plumes and tallow smile inside smothered her
with a drugged sense of heavy unwholesome musk. The one-time miner did
not know it; but what Eleanor was saying to herself was--"So much bad
in the best of us and so much good in the worst of us." Then she
thought of the Senator and his genial smile and his voice soft as a
woman's, and his love of flowers. He, too, must have his vein of
heroism, if one could only find it. She thought and thought as the
tandem grays arched their necks at the sound of the tramway bells in
the nearing city; thought and thought, vague wordless thoughts full of
hope; vague womanish thoughts that women have thought since time began
of finding that magic vein of heroism in the Man that is to transmute
slag into gold, hog into human, and greed into generosity, and lust
into love; thought and thought the gentle womanish hoping-against-hope
thoughts that women have worn out their lives thinking and enslaved
their bodies and pawned their souls. If only one could find _that_
vein in the Senator, the battle would be won without the letting of
blood and smashing of reputations; as if peace without victory were
ever worth while since time began.
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