England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
“So don't make a mistake, my dear—and don't let him.”
Nedda answered solemnly:
“I won't—oh, I won't!”
Kirsteen had turned away to the window, and Nedda heard her say quietly
to herself:
“'Liberty's a glorious feast!'”
Trembling all over with the desire to express what was in her, Nedda
stammered:
“I would never keep anything that wanted to be free—never, never! I
would never try to make any one do what they didn't want to!”
She saw her aunt smile, and wondered whether she had said anything
exceptionally foolish. But it was not foolish—surely not—to say what one
really felt.
“Some day, Nedda, all the world will say that with you. Until then we'll
fight those who won't say it. Have you got everything in your room you
want? Let's come and see.”
To pass from Becket to Joyfields was really a singular experience. At
Becket you were certainly supposed to do exactly what you liked, but
the tyranny of meals, baths, scents, and other accompaniments of the
'all-body' regime soon annihilated every impulse to do anything but
just obey it. At Joyfields, bodily existence was a kind of perpetual
skirmish, a sort of grudged accompaniment to a state of soul. You might
be alone in the house at any meal-time. You might or might not have
water in your jug. And as to baths, you had to go out to a little
white-washed shed at the back, with a brick floor, where you pumped on
yourself, prepared to shout out, “Halloo! I'm here!” in case any one
else came wanting to do the same. The conditions were in fact almost
perfect for seeing more of one another. Nobody asked where you were
going, with whom going, or how going. You might be away by day or night
without exciting curiosity or comment. And yet you were conscious of
a certain something always there, holding the house together; some
principle of life, or perhaps—just a woman in blue. There, too, was
that strangest of all phenomena in an English home—no game ever played,
outdoors or in.
The next fortnight, while the grass was ripening, was a wonderful time
for Nedda, given up to her single passion—of seeing more of him who so
completely occupied her heart. She was at peace now with Sheila, whose
virility forbade that she should dispute pride of place with this soft
and truthful guest, so evidently immersed in rapture. Besides, Nedda had
that quality of getting on well with her own sex, found in those women
who, though tenacious, are not possessive; who, though humble, are
secretly very self-respecting; who, though they do not say much about
it, put all their eggs in one basket; above all, who disengage, no
matter what their age, a candid but subtle charm.
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