England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
During the six weeks which had elapsed between his return home from
Joyfields and the assizes, Felix had much leisure to reflect that if
Lady Malloring had not caused Tryst to be warned that he could not marry
his deceased wife's sister and continue to stay on the estate—the lives
of Felix himself, his daughter, mother, brother, brother's wife, their
son and daughter, and in less degree of his other brothers, would have
been free of a preoccupation little short of ludicrous in proportion to
the face value of the cause. But he had leisure, too, to reflect that
in reality the issue involved in that tiny episode concerned human
existence to its depths—for, what was it but the simple, all-important
question of human freedom? The simple, all-important issue of how far
men and women should try to rule the lives of others instead of trying
only to rule their own, and how far those others should allow their
lives to be so ruled? This it was which gave that episode its power
of attracting and affecting the thoughts, feelings, actions of so many
people otherwise remote. And though Felix was paternal enough to say to
himself nearly all the time, 'I can't let Nedda get further into this
mess!' he was philosopher enough to tell himself, in the unfatherly
balance of his hours, that the mess was caused by the fight best of all
worth fighting—of democracy against autocracy, of a man's right to do as
he likes with his life if he harms not others; of 'the Land' against the
fetterers of 'the Land.' And he was artist enough to see how from that
little starting episode the whole business had sprung—given, of course,
the entrance of the wilful force called love. But a father, especially
when he has been thoroughly alarmed, gives the artist and philosopher in
him short shrift.
Nedda came home soon after Sheila went, and to the eyes of Felix she
came back too old and thoughtful altogether. How different a girl from
the Nedda who had so wanted 'to know everything' that first night of
May! What was she brooding over, what planning, in that dark, round,
pretty head? At what resolve were those clear eyes so swiftly raised
to look? What was going on within, when her breast heaved so, without
seeming cause, and the color rushed up in her cheeks at a word, as
though she had been so far away that the effort of recall was alone
enough to set all her veins throbbing. And yet Felix could devise no
means of attack on her infatuation. For a man cannot cultivate the habit
of never interfering and then suddenly throw it over; least of all when
the person to be interfered with is his pet and only daughter.
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