England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
They turned away down into a little lane where an old, white, timbered
cottage presided ghostly at the corner. Some church magnate had his
garden back there; and it was quiet, along the waving line of a high
wall, behind which grew sycamores spreading close-bunched branches,
whose shadows, in the light of the corner lamps, lay thick along the
ground this glamourous August night. A chafer buzzed by, a small black
cat played with its tail on some steps in a recess. Nobody passed.
The girl's heart was beating fast. Derek's face was so strange and
strained. And he had not yet said one word to her. All sorts of fears
and fancies beset her till she was trembling all over.
“What is it?” she said at last. “You haven't—you haven't stopped loving
me, Derek?”
“No one could stop loving you.”
“What is it, then? Are you thinking of poor Tryst?”
With a catch in his throat and a sort of choked laugh he answered:
“Yes.”
“But it's all over. He's at peace.”
“Peace!” Then, in a queer, dead voice, he added: “I'm sorry, Nedda. It's
beastly for you. But I can't help it.”
What couldn't he help? Why did he keep her suffering like this—not
telling her? What was this something that seemed so terribly between
them? She walked on silently at his side, conscious of the rustling of
the sycamores, of the moonlit angle of the church magnate's house, of
the silence in the lane, and the gliding of their own shadows along the
wall. What was this in his face, his thoughts, that she could not reach!
And she cried out:
“Tell me! Oh, tell me, Derek! I can go through anything with you!”
“I can't get rid of him, that's all. I thought he'd go when I'd seen him
there. But it's no good!”
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