England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
And while he was changing the position of the bag, her heart swelled
with joy because his back was so straight, and with the thought: 'What
a pity the dear boy has never married again! It does so keep a man from
getting moony!' With all that writing and thinking he had to do, such
important work, too, it would have been so good for him, especially at
night. She would not have expressed it thus in words—that would not have
been quite nice—but in thought Frances Freeland was a realist.
When he was gone, and she could do as she liked, she sat stiller than
ever, knowing by long experience that to indulge oneself in private only
made it more difficult not to indulge oneself in public. It really was
provoking that this nice new clasp should go wrong just this once, and
that the first time it was used! And she took from her pocket a tiny
prayer-book, and, holding it to the light, read the eighteenth psalm—it
was a particularly good one, that never failed her when she felt low—she
used no glasses, and up to the present had avoided any line between the
brows, knowing it was her duty to remain as nice as she could to look
at, so as not to spoil the pleasure of people round about her. Then
saying to herself firmly, “I do not, I WILL not want any tea—but I shall
be glad of dinner!” she rose and opened her cane trunk. Though she knew
exactly where they were, she was some time finding the pincers, because
there were so many interesting things above them, each raising a
different train of thought. A pair of field-glasses, the very latest—the
man had said—for darling Derek; they would be so useful to keep his mind
from thinking about things that it was no good thinking about. And for
dear Flora (how wonderful that she could write poetry—poetry!) a really
splendid, and perfectly new, little pill. She herself had already taken
two, and they had suited her to perfection. For darling Felix a new kind
of eau de cologne, made in Worcester, because that was the only scent
he would use. For her pet Nedda, a piece of 'point de Venise' that she
really could not be selfish enough to keep any longer, especially as she
was particularly fond of it. For Alan, a new kind of tin-opener that
the dear boy would like enormously; he was so nice and practical. For
Sheila, such a nice new novel by Mr. and Mrs. Whirlingham—a bright,
wholesome tale, with such a good description of quite a new country in
it—the dear child was so clever, it would be a change for her. Then,
actually resting on the pincers, she came on her pass-book, recently
made up, containing little or no balance, just enough to get darling
John that bag like hers with the new clasp, which would be so handy for
his papers when he went travelling. And having reached the pincers, she
took them in her hand, and sat down again to be quite quiet a moment,
with her still-dark eyelashes resting on her ivory cheeks and her lips
pressed to a colorless line; for her head swam from stooping over. In
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