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“I fear your Lordship has been troubling yourself with
impossibilities,” she answered, coming no nearer, while her tone was
as icy as the frozen sheen without. “You have done me vast honor, but
it is Moritz’s error if he has not told you that I am shortly to take
the veil at the Convent of Quedlinburg.”
I was for the instant confounded. I had expected possibly a few
maidenly protests--to be duly overcome; but this attitude of stony
resistance was baffling. Yet I had gone too far for any retreat.
“Lordship? Lord Graf?” I darted back, seizing the first weapon
that came to hand. “I was ‘Walter’ when we rode on the last hunt
together. Have you one name for your friend in the autumn, and
another in the winter, Ilsa?”
And now I had struck out fire.
“Ilsa? Never, never again from such as you.” And even in the twilight
I saw the menace from her eyes. “If right you had to use the name,
you have forfeited it--utterly.”
“Dear God!” I cried, feeling my own blood quicken. “I will not take
that without a reason. Is a year so short a time that an old friend
who returns as a suitor is to be flung aside like a broken riding
crop? Your cause?”
“Palaestro.” She seemed to spit it forth.
“Palaestro? and what of Palaestro?” I demanded, all my fine speeches
cast to the wind.
“What of Palaestro? When every traveller has brought back the tale of
how you and your guests have--amused yourselves. Dare you ask _that_
of me?”
“Noble Gräfin,” I declared, resolving not to lose my temper, but to
reason her out of her passion, “when you permit me I will relate to
you the manner of my leaving Palaestro; at present let me recall to
you that your brother assuredly knows all that you do of my life
there, and yet he cheerfully furthers my suit.”
“Of course” (oh! how glorious rose her indignation); “he is a man. He
thinks of your noble name, your wealth, the worldly advantage. But
I--God pity me! (her voice broke) I think of none of these things.
I think of your soul. Your soul--Walter. For I have loved you.
Therefore I am resolved to go to the convent.”
“You have loved me? Therefore you are resolved on the convent?
Thunder of heaven! now at last I believe I am turning mad.”
“Not mad. You hear only too well. Ah! if you were but a stranger
whom I did not love; then I might marry you. I would sacrifice
myself to aid my brother, and through my husband restore our old
Blankenburg name. But you!--It is wholly impossible. I must go to the
convent--for your sake.”
By a great effort I forced myself to be calm. “Ilsa,” I commanded,
“contain yourself. Give me frowns or give me favor, at least answer
me clearly. Why, if you love me, will you not marry me?”
“Walter,” she said in a shuddering whisper, “answer truly. Were you
married to that Italian--that cardinal’s daughter?”
“I was not.”
“_O weh!_ Would to God you were!”
“All men have many sweethearts,” I protested, attempting to turn the
storm.
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