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She slipped on a pair of wooden shoes, and I heard her go clattering
away down a long dark corridor. “Sister Ilsa:--” I wonder if, of all
the multitude of mendicants who sought alms while the nuns were in
Quedlinburg, one had ever emotions and thoughts like mine!
It seemed a century that I waited. Probably it was only a few
moments. I was growing very cold, but not with the winter wind. Then
a warm rush of blood tingled from crown to heels--another nun was
approaching the grille. I could have told that step from a thousand.
Overcome for the instant, I felt my strength failing me. I caught an
iron bar of the lattice, and leaned there stupidly, dumbly.
Then a voice, ah! what a voice. “Alas! poor man, so overcome by
hunger and fatigue you cannot stand upright, be of good cheer. See,
here is good bread and beef brawn. And if you are very cold, though I
cannot let you in, I will fetch some _aqua vitae_ from the buttery.”
“Come, Graf von Lichtenstein zum Regenstein,” I exhorted myself, as
though for a sore ordeal; “play your part as a man!”
By an action of real will, I straightened, looked her fairly in the
eye, and with unblushing countenance repeated my story. She thrust
the food through the grille, and I began eating it with feigned
heartiness, although I rejected her offer of liquors. The act of
devouring gave me excuse for eying her without speaking. She was
exceedingly pallid; the white coif and the black veil over it added
to the effect of marble. There were lines around her lips and below
her eyes which I misliked greatly; but to me no luxurious Venetian
goddess of Palma Vecchio could have seemed more fair. Her hand
touched mine as she reached a piece of meat, and a kind of electric
fire sprang through me. I watched shrewdly, to be sure that we were
quite alone. The old nun had clearly been glad of a substitute, and
the chill day had quenched the usual convent curiosity. All had
doubtless sought a genial hearth fire. After my eating had slacked a
little, my benefactress began to ply me with questions as to my past
pilgrimages and future wandering, and I answered as before, inventing
shamelessly. At last she said:--
“I should think God, if He is really so good as we are taught, could
forgive you after a little more. Surely you have long since paid out
the price for your evil words to your mother.”
“So I trust, holy Lady,” said I, “but I have not told you yet, I
think, that I have vowed to spend all my life as a pilgrim; and can
vows, even lightly taken, ever be broken?”
I have called her pale, but now she turned ashen. She in turn
clutched at the grille. Her lips were opened, but without speech.
With the iron lattice between us, but our faces quite close, I spoke
softly.
“Do you not know me, Ilsa?”
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