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I let her wander on even farther, while I slowly readjusted my wits.
“Yet you might spare your blushes, Gualtiero. Wiser and cleverer
men than you have loved nuns, yes, and been none the worse for it.
The nephew of his one-time Holiness, Urban the Sixth, had such an
intrigue, and the indulgent Pope actually issued a dispensation to
him and let him marry the wench. You might get the same, though if
truth be told, you have not ingratiated yourself with the Vatican
lately. Still if you have kept your fortune--”
But here I rose to my feet.
“Marianna di Forli,” spoke I, and my voice shook, “if you would
converse with me as friend and not as foe, do not let the name of
that nun again cross your lips. What we are to each other and what
we will be to each other is something so high, so holy, so ineffable
that never in any tongue I can speak could you learn to understand
me. I have no intrigue with the lady you have so lightly named, and I
forbid you to discuss her further.”
“Then Dante sighs hopelessly from afar for his Beatrice,” said she,
demurely; “very good, I merely wished to show that I was not playing
the part of jealousy.”
“What part you are playing, Madonna,” I replied sourly, “I confess
is to me quite hid, the more as by your own confession you have kept
a marvellously sharp watch upon my doings. You know, then, that I
am utterly committed to the cause of that Wittenberg friar whom the
Church, with paternal benignity, is seeking to consign to the flames.
You know that I broke with you finally at Palaestro. What now are you
seeking?”
She looked up at me steadily, striving to catch me with her glorious
eyes. If mortal could have been ensnared by a pagan goddess, I were
lost hopelessly.
“Hear then, Gualtiero,” spoke she, and her voice rose and sobbed
like some plaintive æolian harp, “hear then, I come to save you from
yourself.”
“Myself? Am I my own enemy?”
“Your own worst enemy, Gualtiero. Your own noble qualities betray
you. You were nurtured in Italy, but a false loyalty to your
father’s last injunctions held you to a destructive pride in your
German ancestry. Because you dreamed you found something noble in
the utterances of that Wittenberg heretic, you also dreamed it was
your duty to defend him. Even as your forefathers deemed it noble to
toss their lives away against the infidel, one man against twenty,
so you, again hopelessly beset, have allowed your fine chivalry to
ruin you. You dwell in a world of dreams, of gossamer hopes, of
unrealities. You have followed this friar even to Worms. Then your
foam bubble will burst. What will you find? A heretic’s bonfire, your
friends’ favor forfeited, your fortune imperiled, your body and soul
jeopardized by the ban of the Church. And from all this I--I, who
have been so much to you, will save you yet.”
“I thank you for your solicitude, Madonna,” was my rejoinder. I
confess when she spoke of “unrealities” I thought of our life at
Palaestro, and could scarce suppress a smile.
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