This business ended, I went to the cook-house to prepare dinner, and the
first object I saw was Tassard flat upon his face near the door that
opened into the cabin. He groaned when I picked him up, which I managed
without much exertion of strength, for so much had he shrunk that I dare
say more than half his weight lay in his clothes; and set him upon his
bench with his back to the dresser. I put my mouth to his ear and
roared, "Are you hurt?" His head nodded as if he understood me, but I
question if he did. He was the completest picture of old age that you
could imagine. I fetched a couple of spears from the arms-room, and,
cutting them to his height, put one in each hand that he might keep
himself propped; and whilst my own dinner was broiling I made him a mess
of broth with which I fed him, for now that he had the sticks he would
not let go of them. But in any case I doubt if his trembling hand could
have lifted the spoon to his lips without capsizing the contents down
his beard.
With some small idea of rallying the old villain, I mixed him a very
stiff bumper of brandy, which he supped down out of my hand with the
utmost avidity. The draught soon worked in him, and he began to move his
head about, seeking me in his blind way, and then cried in his broken
notes, "I have lost the use of my legs and cannot walk. Mother of God,
what shall I do! O holy St. Antonio, what is to become of me?"
I guessed from this that, impelled by habit or some small spur of
reason, he had risen to go on deck and fallen. He went on vapouring
pitifully, gazing with sufficient steadfastness to let me understand
that his vision received something of my outline, though he would fix
his eyes either to left or right of me, as though he was not able to see
if he looked straight; and this and his mournful cackle and his nodding
head, bowed form, propped hands, and diminished face made him as
distressful and melancholy a picture of Time as ever mortal man viewed.
He broke off in his rambling to ask for more brandy, taking it for
granted that I was still in the cook-room, for I never spoke, and I
filled a can for him and as before held it to his mouth, which he opened
wide, a piece of behaviour which went to show that some of his wits
still hung loose upon him. This was a strong dose, and co-operating with
the other, soon seized hold on his head, and presently he began to laugh
to himself and talk, and even broke into a stave or two--some French
song which he delivered in a voice like the squeaking of a rat
alternating with the growling of a terrier.
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