The posture of the ice inclined the schooner's starboard bow to the
billows; and in a very short time she was trembling in every bone to the
blows of the surges which rolled boiling over the ice there and struck
her, flinging dim clouds of spume in the air, which soon set the
scuppers gushing. My case was that of a stranded ship, with this
difference only, that a vessel ashore lies solid to the beating of the
waves, whereas the ice was buoyant, it rose and fell, sluggishly it is
true, and so somewhat mitigated the severity of the shocks of water.
But, spite of this, I was perfectly sure that unless the bed broke under
her or she slipt off it, she would be in pieces before the morning. It
was not in any hull put together by human hands to resist the pounding
of those seas. The weight of the mighty ocean along whose breast they
raced was in them, and though the wind was no more than a brisk gale,
each billow by its stature showed itself the child of a giantess. The
ice-bed was like a whirlpool with the leap and flash and play of the
froth upon it. The black air of the night was whitened by the storms of
foam-flakes which flew over the vessel. The roaring of the broken waters
increased the horrors of the scene. I firmly believed my time was come.
God had been merciful, but I was to die now. As to making any shift to
keep myself alive after the ship should be broken up, the thought never
entered my head. What could I do? There was no boat. I might have
contrived some arrangement of booms and casks to serve as a raft, but to
what purpose? How long would it take the wind and sea to freeze me?
I crouched in the companion-way hearkening to the uproar around, feeling
the convulsions of the schooner, fully prepared for death, dogged and
hopeless. No, I was not afraid. Suffering and expectation had brought me
to that pass that I did not care. "'Tis such an end as hundreds and
thousands of sailors have met," I remember thinking; "it is the fittest
exit for a mariner. I have sinned in my time, but the Almighty God knows
my heart." To this tune ran my thoughts. I held my arms tightly folded
upon my breast, and with set lips waited for the first of those crashing
and rending sounds which would betoken the ruin and destruction of the
schooner.
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