I durst not look at the figures, but, setting the light down at the
foot of the ladder, squeezed through the companion-door on to the deck.
My fear was a fever in its way, and I did not feel the cold. There was
no star to be seen, but the whiteness of the ice was flung out in a wild
strange glare by the blackness of the sky, and made a light of its own.
It was the most savage and terrible picture of solitude the invention of
man could reach to, yet I blessed it for the relief it gave to my
ghost-enkindled imagination. No squall was then passing; the rocks rose
up on either hand in a ghastly glimmer to the ebony of the heavens; the
gale swept overhead in a wild, mad blending of whistlings, roarings, and
cryings in many keys, falling on a sudden into a doleful wailing, then
rising in a breath to the full fury of its concert; the sea thundered
like the cannonading of an electric storm, and you would have said that
the rending and crackling noises of the ice were responses to the
crashing blows of the balls of shadow-hidden ordnance. But the scene,
the uproar, the voices of the wind were real--a better cordial to my
spirits than a gallon of the mellowest vintage below; and presently,
when the cold was beginning to pierce me, my courage was so much the
better for this excursion into the hoarse and black and gleaming
realities of the night, that my heart beat at its usual measure as I
passed through the hatch and went again to the cook-room.
I was, however, sure that if I sat here long, listening and thinking,
fear would return. A small fire still burned; I put a saucepan on it,
and popped in a piece of the fresh-water ice, but on handling the
brandy I found it hard set. The heat of the oven was not sufficiently
great to thaw me a dram; so to save further trouble in this way I took
the chopper and at one blow split open the jar, and then there lay
before me the solid body of the brandy, from which I chipped off as much
as I needed, and thus procured a hot and animating draught.
Raking out the fire, I picked up the lanthorn and was about to go, then
halted, considering whether I should not stow the frozen provisions
away. It was a natural thought, seeing how precious food was to me. But,
alas! it mattered not where they lay; they were as secure here as if
they were snugly hidden in the bottom of the hold. It was the white
realm of death; if ever a rat had crawled in this ship, it was, in its
hiding-place, as stiff and idle as the frozen vessel. So I let the lump
of brandy, the ice, ham, and so forth, rest where they were, and went to
the cabin I had chosen, involuntarily peeping at the figures as I
passed, and hurrying the faster because of the grim and terrifying
liveliness put into the man who sat starting from the table by the swing
of the lanthorn in my hand.
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