Fantasy fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction; Unfinished books
She took me to a cell at some little distance. A deathly silence filled
the room as we entered, and a deathly chill pervaded everything. The
flickering light passed direct from the wall to the altar, and there
upon it lay the cross, and on the cross another victim.
We drew nearer and gazed upon the dead. Such beauty as rested on her
features seemed to refine the chamber.
“Will this fair creature change to a stunted dwarf?” I inquired.
Vestné shook her head.
“Sometimes you ask too much,” she replied. “She has learnt by some
trickery to stand the punishment quietly. But that is the more profit
to us. We absorb all this beauty; it belongs to us; then she may go
back again, naked and unprotected as a new-born soul, into the world.”
I stooped and kissed the cold brow.
“Death is infectious,” said Vestné, laughing.
“So may life be,” I retorted.
After that we left the hateful prisons and returned to the watery
vaults and to our boat.
We stepped in in silence, and she directed it back to the place whence
we had started.
And under the central arch, as we stood gazing backward, I saw these
words shining forth in vivid red against the blackness: “Where the fire
is not quenched and the worm dieth not.”
“You will have noticed a quotation from Christ’s preaching down there,”
she said as we ascended the staircase. “He was rather a wonderful kind
of man. He managed to hit so exquisitely upon the truth, even in His
lesser sayings.”
“Did you admire Him?” I asked, struck by a vein of seriousness that
underran her words.
She looked at me rather curiously.
“As men go He was very fascinating,” she answered, but said no more.
When we were once more back in that part of the palace which was her
dwelling-house she left me in the hall and I ascended to my own chamber.
Once in there alone I threw myself upon the bed and tried to think and
realise. It was no use. I started up and began to walk about the room.
The pain and heaviness gradually sinking round me appeared to become
greater than I could bear. The horrible scenes I had witnessed still
flashed before my eyes in all their terrible truth and dull despair.
I vividly recalled the wild and unavailing cry of all these creatures
for their lost liberty. I recognised their fearful madness—steeped in
sanity so deep, that to call it madness would be a pitiable lie. Again
I recognised the misty unreality that haunted them as well as me; the
ghostly lights, the shadowy crucifixes all came back to me, seeming
unreal, almost absurd. Was this vast palace but a shadow? Those demons
shadows? Those prisoners shadows? Was Vestné a shadow? Was I a shadow?
“I am dreaming, surely, I am dreaming,” I said to myself, and then the
words of the woman occurred to me. They also had thought themselves
dreaming in endless night.
Suddenly I looked round the vast apartment.
Was I myself a prisoner, caged in a darkened cell, tormented with a
haunting, flitting light, and dreaming myself within a gilded palace?
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