Fantasy fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction; Unfinished books
The cells were somewhat larger than the others, but not much. Here
stood a man in the centre of the floor, his hands pressed against his
forehead.
By his side were pen and ink and paper on a table, and a plain,
straight-backed wooden chair stood beside it.
After a while he sat down and drew the pen and paper to him.
He began to write, and wrote steadily for some time. Then the speed
began to slacken, till at last he stopped. He made one more attempt to
continue, but evidently he recognised it as hopeless. He put the pen
down and got up. Again he stood in the middle of the floor, holding
both temples as if trying to force something back that would not stay.
After some time so spent he again sat down, and again began at the same
even, quick rate. But the same result followed and once more he got
up. I noticed the same thing with him that I had noticed in the man
and woman down below: which was, that his breath came in thick, heavy
gasps, as if he were suffering extreme pain.
“It has gone—quite gone,” he groaned.
And he sat down and cried as miserably as any lost child might have
done.
Vestasian took up one of the papers and glanced at it. He put it down
and smiled.
“This has been going on for a very long time,” he said. “If he would
only use breadth of mind and forget things there would be some hope for
him.”
“What else is there to think about?” I asked.
“Nothing.” And he walked to the door, and after we had gone out locked
it once more.
From there he went on to the next cell. I was surprised on entering
to find it much higher and larger than any of the rest had been. A
sculptor stood beside a block of marble, and he was transforming it
into a very beautiful piece of work. He worked at marvellous speed, or
at least so it appeared to me, but time there is often deceptive.
His pleasure and absorption were very evident, as indeed were mine, for
his sure touch and exact precision were well worth watching.
He had built up a marvellous statue, but as he stood back, with all an
artist’s keen criticism, to view the work, it suddenly vanished more
quickly than it had come, and left only the spiritless stone. I turned
at last to look at him. He was staring at it with a heartbreaking look
of fear and dull despair. He went towards it and passed his trembling
hands over the surface. Then he came back, and I heard the same heavy
gasps, which seemed somehow as if they sent their pain into everything
around.
“I—I—it’s all a dream,” he muttered huskily, passing his hand before
his eyes. “But it keeps coming, and the more beautiful I make it, the
quicker it fades away.”
“It’s your imagination,” suggested Vestasian. “There’s no beauty in it,
or if there was, try again. This time you may be more successful.”
But he sat down and shook his head.
“When I awake,” he said, “I’ll try again. I am tired, and the dream is
too, too real. It has been going on all the night, and the night is one
endless spell of blackness and false, fierce hope.”
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