Fantasy fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction; Unfinished books
I, left alone, sat down in the porch of that lovely home, thinking of
the past events of Hell and Heaven, comparing them and finding them
alike in everything but their effects upon myself. From this I fell
to thinking of those in whose house I now was sitting. Upstairs lay
One whom the world persisted in placing on a throne with an imperial
crown: With a feeling of discomfort, which at another time would have
amused me by its intensity, I began to wonder if the world would again
reject Him if it saw Him lying here, one among many, and having that
greatest of all weaknesses, a wife. I determined that this was a secret
which should never cross my lips, were I ever free to repeat it, and
then I laughed; deception and smuggling up of truth were alike here
impossible. From that my mind passed on to this pure spirit woman,
whose glorious crown of hair and tender eyes, lit up at times with
mirth and overflowing spirits, set my mind wondering as to her past.
There was such unaffected good-will in her that skipped at times beyond
restraint and left tears in her eyes and laughter on her lips, that one
tried to fathom the soul beneath the spirit and was stopped by the pure
thin robe of simplicity that covered all.
So for long I sat and thought, with no interruption, but amid a golden
silence prevailing, and then a soft rustle stirred behind me, and a
hand was placed on either shoulder.
“You have done just as I wished; I wanted you to stay behind. No, do
not rise, I will sit here.”
So saying she came forward and sat on the side seat of the porch, with
the flowers twining in soft clusters from above. She clasped her knees
with her hands.
“My husband is up,” she said. “He has some business to attend to, and
then will join us.”
“Has He been ill long?”
“Yes. But He had only been home very shortly. No matter how great the
suffering may be, there is no home-coming till the final blow has been
struck.”
She was silent, till at last, plucking a rosebud from the bower, she
added,—
“He has suffered defeat, you know.”
Now were we both silent; I could find no answer. Yet my mind went back
to Him as I had first seen Him in strongest admiration. At last I said,
half to myself,—
“Yet we on earth esteem defeat despicable and chafe under its hard
restrictions.”
“Earth is not Heaven,” she murmured softly. “And He has had the
pleasure of hearing of Virginius’s victory. It has beguiled the hours
of weariness, for I will not attempt to hide from you that in enduring
most we suffer most.”
“And the victory of another has eased His failure,” I concluded.
“Why, yes,” she answered, laughing. “We are all in the same brotherhood
in battle. All working to the same end, all striving to attain the same
result.”
“May I ask your name?” I said at last.
She touched her lips with the rose.
“My name is Mary,” she answered simply.
“There are so many of the name,” I urged, sitting up. “Tell me which
you are.”
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