Fantasy fiction; Heaven -- Fiction; Hell -- Fiction; Unfinished books
Now, when we were seated together at lunch she turned to me suddenly
and said, half laughing, half serious,—
“Genius, whom do you consider the greater sufferer—myself or Christ?”
“It is a subject I would not discuss,” I decided drily.
“You are wise,” she affirmed tauntingly. “Ignorance should always be
silent.”
But to this I gave no answer, and soon she changed the conversation.
From that time onward I remained in the palace, unconscious of the
passage of time, except that day followed day in monotonous routine and
weariness.
Vestné was interesting, and at times even gracious. I have known
occasions when she would sacrifice her own inclinations, and even
pleasures, to my convenience. She rarely intruded upon me after the
first day, unless there was reason for it.
If anything, she was more guarded in her conversation, more distant in
her manner, and at times would leave me alone for days together in the
vast palace. On one of these occasions she had asked me if I cared to
join her in going away, but I answered in the negative.
She laughed.
“It may be as well,” she remarked. “To speak frankly, I must admit some
of my friends have found rather amusing nick-names for you. It’s very
impolite, I know, but you should never have paid such a lengthy visit
in the possession of only one garment.”
But press other raiment upon me as they might I always refused it.
Never could I bring myself to wear it, however the obsequious, wretched
slave might beg or bow.
I remembered the remark which had been passed by Plucritus about his
punishment in case of failure, but even this threat had not the power
to turn me, though it pressed heavily on me every day.
Thus the time passed, heavily, wretchedly; I was alone.
Never once did I breathe the pure clear atmosphere of hope and light.
In the midst of heartless enemies I walked a stranger, becoming daily
more accustomed to the jeer and scoffs that met me at every turn. The
very slaves eyed me with baffled cunning, hate and greed, longing
doubtless for the day of which their master had spoken, when the last
ray of hope expired on earth. You, Deborah, should also have to join
me in this drear abode. And, besides, the dream spirit of unreality
encompassed me about. Everything was misty and despondent, even as the
light of day, and earth, and all its shapes, and forms, and joys, and
pleasures are to the broken-hearted.
CHAPTER IV
I remember one afternoon wandering through the grounds alone, hating
my empty existence, yet having no power to alter it, when I was
interrupted by Vestné coming to me. In her eyes there gleamed that
curious, brilliant light which characterised them at times, when stung
to answer or excited by some emotion.
She did not speak till near me, and then she said, quickly and
distinctly,—
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