Gold miners -- Fiction; Nevada -- Fiction; Western stories
"But I didn't want anyone to belong to me, Queenie. You know that. I
could barely support my clothes."
Her eyes burned with a strange luminosity. Her utterance was eager.
"But you want somebody to belong to you now? Ain't that what's the
matter with you now?"
He did not answer directly.
"I didn't think it was in you, Queenie, to follow me around and play
the spy. I've liked you pretty well--but--I couldn't like this."
She stared at him helplessly, as an animal might have looked.
"I couldn't help it," she murmured, repressing some terrible emotion of
despair. "I won't never trouble you no more."
She turned around and went away, walking uncertainly, as if from
physical weakness and the blindness of pain.
Van felt himself inordinately wrung--felt it a cruelty not to run and
overtake her--give her some measure of comfort. There was nothing he
could do that would not be misunderstood. Moreover, he had no adequate
idea of what was in her mind--or in her homeless heart. He had known
her always as a butterfly; he could not take her tragically now.
"Poor girl," he said as he watched her vanishing from sight, "if only
she had ever had a show!"
He looked back at Mrs. Dick's. Bostwick had ousted him after all,
before he could extenuate his madness, before he could ascertain
whether Beth were angry or not--before he could bid her good-by.
Now that the cool of evening was upon him, along with the chill of
sober reflection, he feared for what he had done. He was as mad, as
crude as Queenie. Yet his fear of Beth's opinion was a sign that he
loved her as a woman should be loved, sacredly, and with a certain awe,
although he made no such analysis, and took no credit to himself for
the half regrets that persistently haunted his reflections.
It would be a moonlight night, he pondered. He had counted on riding
by the lunar glow to the "Laughing Water" claim. Would Beth, by any
possibility, attempt to see him--come out, perhaps, in the
moonlight--for a word before he should go?
He could not entertain a thought of departing without again beholding
her. He wanted to know what she would say, and when he might see her
again. After all, what was the hurry to depart? He might as well wait
a little longer.
He went to the hay-yard. Dave had disappeared. Half an hour of search
failed to bring him to light. On the point of entering a restaurant to
allay his sense of emptiness, Van was suddenly accosted by a wild-eyed
man, bare-headed and sweating, who ran at him, calling as he came.
"Hey!" he cried. "Van Buren! Come on! Come on! She's dyin' and all
she wants is you!"
"What's wrong with you, man?" inquired the horseman, halted by the
fellow's words. "What are you talking about?"
"Queenie!" gasped the fellow, panting for his breath. "Took poison--O,
Lord! Come on! Come on! She don't want nothing but you!"
Van turned exceedingly pale.
"Poison? What you want is the doctor!"
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