Italy -- History -- 1815-1870 -- Fiction; Italy -- History -- Revolution of 1848 -- Fiction; Revolutionaries -- Fiction
“Oh, human nature, I suppose; they saw I had only one hand that I could
hit back with. They're a mangy, half-caste lot; negroes and Zambos
mostly. And then those horrible coolies! So at last I got enough of
that, and set off to tramp the country at random; just wandering about,
on the chance of something turning up.”
“To tramp? With that lame foot!”
He looked up with a sudden, piteous catching of the breath.
“I--I was hungry,” he said.
She turned her head a little away and rested her chin on one hand. After
a moment's silence he began again, his voice sinking lower and lower as
he spoke:
“Well, I tramped, and tramped, till I was nearly mad with tramping, and
nothing came of it. I got down into Ecuador, and there it was worse than
ever. Sometimes I'd get a bit of tinkering to do,--I'm a pretty fair
tinker,--or an errand to run, or a pigstye to clean out; sometimes I
did--oh, I hardly know what. And then at last, one day------”
The slender, brown hand clenched itself suddenly on the table, and
Gemma, raising her head, glanced at him anxiously. His side-face was
turned towards her, and she could see a vein on the temple beating like
a hammer, with quick, irregular strokes. She bent forward and laid a
gentle hand on his arm.
“Never mind the rest; it's almost too horrible to talk about.”
He stared doubtfully at the hand, shook his head, and went on steadily:
“Then one day I met a travelling variety show. You remember that one the
other night; well, that sort of thing, only coarser and more indecent.
The Zambos are not like these gentle Florentines; they don't care for
anything that is not foul or brutal. There was bull-fighting, too, of
course. They had camped out by the roadside for the night; and I went up
to their tent to beg. Well, the weather was hot and I was half starved,
and so--I fainted at the door of the tent. I had a trick of fainting
suddenly at that time, like a boarding-school girl with tight stays. So
they took me in and gave me brandy, and food, and so on; and then--the
next morning--they offered me----”
Another pause.
“They wanted a hunchback, or monstrosity of some kind; for the boys
to pelt with orange-peel and banana-skins--something to set the blacks
laughing------ You saw the clown that night--well, I was that--for
two years. I suppose you have a humanitarian feeling about negroes and
Chinese. Wait till you've been at their mercy!
“Well, I learned to do the tricks. I was not quite deformed enough; but
they set that right with an artificial hump and made the most of
this foot and arm---- And the Zambos are not critical; they're easily
satisfied if only they can get hold of some live thing to torture--the
fool's dress makes a good deal of difference, too.
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