Italy -- History -- 1815-1870 -- Fiction; Italy -- History -- Revolution of 1848 -- Fiction; Revolutionaries -- Fiction
“Yes; I stopped behind when the camp went on, so as to give it. She told
me to say that she has had enough of your folk and their hair-splitting
and their sluggish blood; and that she wants to get back to her own
people and be free. 'Tell him,' she said, 'that I am a woman, and that
I loved him; and that is why I would not be his harlot any longer.' The
lassie was right to come away. There's no harm in a girl getting a bit
of money out of her good looks if she can--that's what good looks are
for; but a Romany lass has nothing to do with LOVING a man of your
race.”
The Gadfly stood up.
“Is that all the message?” he said. “Then tell her, please, that I think
she has done right, and that I hope she will be happy. That is all I
have to say. Good-night!”
He stood perfectly still until the garden gate closed behind her; then
he sat down and covered his face with both hands.
Another blow on the cheek! Was no rag of pride to be left him--no shred
of self-respect? Surely he had suffered everything that man can endure;
his very heart had been dragged in the mud and trampled under the
feet of the passers-by; there was no spot in his soul where someone's
contempt was not branded in, where someone's mockery had not left
its iron trace. And now this gipsy girl, whom he had picked up by the
wayside--even she had the whip in her hand.
Shaitan whined at the door, and the Gadfly rose to let him in. The
dog rushed up to his master with his usual frantic manifestations of
delight, but soon, understanding that something was wrong, lay down on
the rug beside him, and thrust a cold nose into the listless hand.
An hour later Gemma came up to the front door. No one appeared in answer
to her knock; Bianca, finding that the Gadfly did not want any dinner,
had slipped out to visit a neighbour's cook. She had left the door open,
and a light burning in the hall. Gemma, after waiting for some time,
decided to enter and try if she could find the Gadfly, as she wished to
speak to him about an important message which had come from Bailey. She
knocked at the study door, and the Gadfly's voice answered from within:
“You can go away, Bianca. I don't want anything.”
She softly opened the door. The room was quite dark, but the passage
lamp threw a long stream of light across it as she entered, and she
saw the Gadfly sitting alone, his head sunk on his breast, and the dog
asleep at his feet.
“It is I,” she said.
He started up. “Gemma,---- Gemma! Oh, I have wanted you so!”
Before she could speak he was kneeling on the floor at her feet and
hiding his face in the folds of her dress. His whole body was shaken
with a convulsive tremor that was worse to see than tears.
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