Italy -- History -- 1815-1870 -- Fiction; Italy -- History -- Revolution of 1848 -- Fiction; Revolutionaries -- Fiction
“As you will,” Montanelli said. “Perhaps in your place I should be as
merciless as you--God knows. I can't do what you ask, Arthur; but I will
do what I can. I will arrange your escape, and when you are safe I will
have an accident in the mountains, or take the wrong sleeping-draught by
mistake--whatever you like to choose. Will that content you? It is all
I can do. It is a great sin; but I think He will forgive me. He is more
merciful------”
The Gadfly flung out both hands with a sharp cry.
“Oh, that is too much! That is too much! What have I done that you
should think of me that way? What right have you---- As if I wanted to
be revenged on you! Can't you see that I only want to save you? Will you
never understand that I love you?”
He caught hold of Montanelli's hands and covered them with burning
kisses and tears.
“Padre, come away with us! What have you to do with this dead world of
priests and idols? They are full of the dust of bygone ages; they are
rotten; they are pestilent and foul! Come out of this plague-stricken
Church--come away with us into the light! Padre, it is we that are life
and youth; it is we that are the everlasting springtime; it is we that
are the future! Padre, the dawn is close upon us--will you miss
your part in the sunrise? Wake up, and let us forget the horrible
nightmares,--wake up, and we will begin our life again! Padre, I have
always loved you--always, even when you killed me--will you kill me
again?”
Montanelli tore his hands away. “Oh, God have mercy on me!” he cried
out. “YOU HAVE YOUR MOTHER'S EYES!”
A strange silence, long and deep and sudden, fell upon them both. In the
gray twilight they looked at each other, and their hearts stood still
with fear.
“Have you anything more to say?” Montanelli whispered. “Any--hope to
give me?”
“No. My life is of no use to me except to fight priests. I am not a man;
I am a knife. If you let me live, you sanction knives.”
Montanelli turned to the crucifix. “God! Listen to this----”
His voice died away into the empty stillness without response. Only the
mocking devil awoke again in the Gadfly.
“'C-c-call him louder; perchance he s-s-sleepeth'----”
Montanelli started up as if he had been struck. For a moment he stood
looking straight before him;--then he sat down on the edge of the
pallet, covered his face with both hands, and burst into tears. A long
shudder passed through the Gadfly, and the damp cold broke out on his
body. He knew what the tears meant.
He drew the blanket over his head that he might not hear. It was enough
that he had to die--he who was so vividly, magnificently alive. But he
could not shut out the sound; it rang in his ears, it beat in his brain,
it throbbed in all his pulses. And still Montanelli sobbed and sobbed,
and the tears dripped down between his fingers.
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