The Galaxy, April, 1877: Vol. XXIII.—April, 1877.—No. 4.Various
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The Galaxy, April, 1877: Vol. XXIII.—April, 1877.—No. 4.
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"But what a wonderful picture he painted! How fair, how lovely she
looked upon the canvas, and how happy she was when the painting was
praised! She danced for joy when she first saw it in its frame; but
I--I who knew so well what a success it was--I did not rejoice! I did
not look at the picture, but instead I watched the soft and tender
smile with which Philip regarded her! Need I tell you more?" she said
in a husky voice, standing up and clenching her hands. "Must I repeat
the history of these days as though it was a story I was telling you!
Have I not suffered penance enough in witnessing a grief I could not
comfort, a resignation that I could not share, and a happiness that has
made me desperate; but must I also put it all into words? But there was
one trial spared me. I did not have to witness the growth of this new
love, for I rarely saw them together during the days of courtship. She
did not come often to the house after the picture was finished, and so
I escaped this much. Yet I knew when they saw each other, and he was no
laggard wooer. I never followed him or her, for I could not leave the
home where we had lived; but in thought I was never parted from him.
How often have I paced the floor in lonely agony, waiting for his
return from her house. I have crouched in the corner, fearing, yet
eager to see him enter with the new happiness in his eye, the new
elasticity in his step. I saw him grow brighter and gayer; and as he
whistled or sang at his work I have fled away in helpless agony. Yet he
had not forgotten me; and in the midst of the new life that was
thrilling through him I was still dear to him. I cannot pretend to
understand a man's love, nor to tell you how faithfulness to an old
affection, and desire for one that is new, can dwell in the same heart.
He thought of me tenderly. I was a part of a past too dear to be
forgotten; but I did not belong to the present. He had lived without
me, and I was no longer necessary to him, but this younger love was
very near and real to him.
"At last he brought her home, and with many smiles and happy glances he
led Nellie to her new mother. It seemed very proper to the people who
filled the house that her grace and youth should mate with his dignity
and reputation, and that they should love each other; but none of them
saw, few thought of the disembodied wife who was still chained to his
side by links he had helped to forge, and who, standing unsuspected in
their midst, cursed--not the bride nor her husband--but her own
immorality.
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