"No, I'm not. Yesterday, you know, she staid in bed nearly all day; she
ate nothing: to be sure she complained of nothing. She never complains.
I was not uneasy, although toward evening she grew feverish. But at two
o'clock this morning our landlady roused me. 'Come to your sister,' said
she. 'There is something wrong with her.' I hastened to Assja, and found
her not yet undressed, very feverish, in tears: her head was burning
hot, her teeth chattered. 'What's the matter?' I asked. 'Are you sick?'
She threw herself upon my neck, and insisted that I should take her away
from there as speedily as possible if I wished her to remain alive. I
could make nothing of it--tried to pacify her. Her sobs increased, and
suddenly among her sobs I heard--well, in one word, I discovered that
she loves you. I assure you, neither of us, being reasonable men, can
have the smallest idea of the impetuosity of her feelings and the
incredible violence with which she expresses them; it is as sudden and
as inevitable as a thunder storm. You are a delightful fellow," Gagin
continued, "But I must confess that I do not see why she has fallen in
love with you. She believes that she has loved you from the first moment
she saw you. She was crying lately on that account, even when she was
declaring that she loved nobody but me. She imagines that you despise
her; she fancies that you know her origin. She asked me if I had told
you the story of her life. I naturally denied it, but it is astonishing
how keen she is. She wishes only one thing: to go away: immediately
away. I staid with her till morning. She wrung a promise from me that we
would leave here to-morrow, and then at last she fell asleep. I thought
it over and over, and decided--to talk with you. Assja is right, in my
opinion. It is best that we should both leave this place. I should have
taken her away to-day if an idea that has got into my head didn't
prevent it. Perhaps--who can tell?--my sister pleases you? If this
should be the case, why should I take her away? So I determined to put
shame aside. Besides, I have myself noticed--so I decided--from your own
mouth to learn----" Poor Gagin became hopelessly confused. "Pray excuse
me," he added. "I am inexperienced in such matters."
I seized his hand.
"You wish to know whether your sister pleases me? Yes, she pleases me,"
I said in a steady voice. Gagin looked at me.
"But," he said with an effort, "you don't want to marry her?"
"How can I answer such a question? Think, yourself, how could I at this
moment----"
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