At his glance and his words, Clodagh's expression changed. The vague
excitement of the past hours seemed suddenly to focus itself. She
realised abruptly that she had not yet vindicated her right to the joy
of life. With exaggerated difference she bent her head in
acknowledgment of his greeting; and almost immediately turned to
Deerehurst.
"Lord Deerehurst!" she said, very softly and distinctly, "I want you to
do me a favour to-night! I want you to teach me to play roulette!"
It was her declaration of war--the moment towards which she had
unconsciously been tending ever since the interview of the afternoon.
She knew it instantly the words had left her lips--knew it by the quick
surprise in Barnard's eyes, the sharp curiosity in Lady Frances Hope's,
the veiled triumph in Deerehurst's, and the cold disapprobation in Sir
Walter Gore's. Without another glance she turned away and walked slowly
forward across the salon, to where a couple of dozen people were
grouped about the roulette-table.
As she moved deliberately forward, many heads were turned in her
direction, but she was heedless and almost unobservant of the interest
she evoked. Her heart was beating fast, she was rejoicing recklessly in
her vindicated independence.
Deerehurst overtook her, as she halted by the roulette-table. And she
was conscious of his presence without looking round.
"Will you stake for me?" she said in a quick undertone. "You were lucky
the other night."
He stepped forward, smiling with a cold touch of wisdom, and took the
coin she handed to him.
"What! A convert!" cried Luard, who was again officiating at the game.
"Luck to you, Mrs. Milbanke!"
He gave a pleasant laugh, as her coin touched the table, and a moment
later set the ball spinning.
Clodagh waited, holding her breath. The ball slackened speed--hesitated
over the gaily painted board--and finally dropped into its place. There
was a general laugh of excitement; the little crowd pressed closer to
the table, and she saw her coin swept into Luard's hands.
The incident was eventful. Quite suddenly the colour leaped into her
face and her eyes blazed. In total unconsciousness of self, she stepped
forward to the table.
Deerehurst, closely watchful of her, moved to her side.
"Shall I stake again?" he asked in a whisper.
But she did not turn her head.
"No!--no!" she cried. "I'll stake for myself."
Her voice sounded distant and absorbed. It seemed in that brief moment
that she had forgotten her companion and herself.
Thrice she staked, and thrice lost; but the losses whetted her desires.
She played boldly, with a certain reckless grace born of complete
unconsciousness. At last fortune favoured her, and she won. Deerehurst,
still standing close beside her, saw the expression of her face, saw
the careless--the almost inconsequent--air with which she accepted her
spoils; and, noting both, he touched her arm.
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