On July the first she was to receive her half-yearly allowance; and
towards July the first she looked with an almost superstitious
confidence. A thousand pounds! It was sufficient to settle a planetful
of debts; and if any remained as satellites to the planet, well--there
was the first of January.
But now her confidence had been rudely shaken. In a sudden moment of
pride--of bravado--she had signed away almost the whole of the
anticipated half-yearly income. She stood possessed of fifty pounds,
with which to dress, to eat, to exist from July to January; and in her
hands was the sheaf of unpaid bills!
There is no race of people that undertakes liabilities so lightly, and
that is so overwhelmed when retribution falls upon it, as the Irish
race. As Clodagh gradually faced her position, panic seized upon her.
For weeks she had lived upon the credit that the London tradesman gives
to customers who come provided with good references; and now suddenly
she had realised--first by the arrival of certain bills couched in a
new and imperative strain; later by Lady Frances Hope's unexpected
demand for her money--that English credit is not the lax, indefinite
credit of such places as Muskeere and Carrigmore: that it is a credit
demanding--insisting upon--timely payment.
And where was she to turn--where look--for the necessary funds?
In a dazed way she thought of David Barnard, who had returned a month
previously from a holiday in Spain; but her pride made her shrink
sensitively from the thought of the suave indulgence with which he
would listen to her confession of folly. Once the thought of recalling
Lady Frances Hope, and explaining the position to her, sped through her
mind; but she dismissed it as swiftly as it came. In restless
perturbation she turned and walked across the room, pausing once more
beside the bureau, which stood in a recess between the windows.
Where could she turn, where look, for the money that would tide over
her difficulties? In her mental distraction, she laid aside the bills
she was still holding, and aimlessly picked up a half-dozen opened
letters that lay awaiting answers. A couple of invitations to lunch; an
invitation to play bridge; the offer of a box at the opera; Laurence
Asshlin's monthly report from Orristown; Nance's last letter from
America.
With a vague preoccupation she raised the last of these and looked at
it.
How free and unhampered Nance seemed in her inexperience of life! She
looked unseeingly at the closely written lines, her mind in a harassed
way contrasting her own and her sister's fate. Then quite suddenly she
dropped the letter and lifted her head.
A thought had struck her. As a flash of lightning might rend a night
sky, an inspiration had illuminated the darkness of her mind. The
thousand pounds which was to be Nance's property when she came of age,
or upon her engagement, still lay to her own credit--in her own
name--in the bank with which Milbanke had done business.
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