No companionship can be more delightful than that of two people wholly
occupied with each other, who ride together on a summer morning. To
Clodagh, the frank happiness of that stolen ride--the intoxicating
sense of reality conveyed by Gore's glance, as she met it in the
searching sunlight, had been things that possessed no parallel. Her
natural, spontaneous capacity for joy had wakened within her like a
flood of light. The misgivings--the dark hours--the feverish
artificiality of the past months had been dispersed as if by magic. She
had become as a child who, by the fervour of its own delight, sheds
delight upon all around.
And so it had been with the days that had elapsed before their
departure from Buckinghamshire. They had met as often as chance would
permit; but, with the exception of the first stolen ride, they had
arranged no more secret meetings. And to Clodagh the half-furtive,
ever-expectant existence had been fraught with new pleasure. To talk
and laugh with others, to watch Gore do likewise, and all the while to
know that, unseen by any eyes, unsuspected by those around them, their
lives were linked together--their thoughts belonged to each other--was
a source of intense excitement, of unending joy.
To Nance alone did she confide her secret; and here lay another source
of happiness. For every night, when the house party had retired, when
Simonetta had been dismissed, and the house given over to the great
sheltering stillness of the country, the sisters had exchanged such
confidences as all women love--talking of their hopes, their fears,
their pasts, their futures, in the half-reluctant, half-eager
confessions that the dark suggests.
Then at last these days of mystery and possibility had come to an end.
Gore had received a letter from his mother asking him to join her in
Scotland; and almost at the same hour had come a cablegram from Pierce
Estcoit saying that he, with his mother and sister, had sailed for
England a fortnight earlier than they had at first intended.
So bidding good-bye to the Tuffnells, to her fellow guests, and to
Gore, Clodagh had returned to London. And now, a fortnight later, she
and Nance were driving homeward through the park in the warmth of an
early afternoon.
The morning had been devoted to the preparation of Nance's trousseau--a
matter which, in these days, claimed absorbed attention; and, later,
the sisters had lunched together at one of the restaurants.
The day--or at least the earlier portion of it--had been a complete
success. But now, as Clodagh's motor car sped along under the canopy of
trees, already whitened with summer dust, a cloud seemed to have fallen
upon the sisters' gaiety. Clodagh lay back in her corner, looking
straight in front of her; Nance sat stiffly upright, her face flushed,
her head held at an aggressive angle.
At last, unable to maintain the silence longer, she turned and looked
at her sister.
"It--it seems to me so stupid!" she said.
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