The hours that followed breakfast and saw the departure from Orristown
were too filled with haste and confusion to make any deep impression
upon Clodagh's mind. The last frenzied packing of things that had been
overlooked, the innumerable farewells, all more or less harassing, the
scramble to be dressed, and the entering of the musty old barouche,
that had done duty upon great occasions in the Asshlin family for close
upon half a century, were all hopelessly--and mercifully--confused.
Even the drive to Carrigmore with her aunt and sister filled her with a
sense of dazed unreality. She sat very straight and stiff in the new
grey dress, one hand clasped tenaciously round Nance's warm fingers,
the other holding the cold and unfamiliar ivory prayer-book that had
been one of Milbanke's gifts. It was only when at last the carriage
drew up before the little church, and she passed to the open gateway
between two knots of gaping and whispering villagers, that she realised
with any vividness the inevitable nature of the moment. As she walked
up the narrow path to the church door, she turned suddenly to her
little sister.
"Nance----" she said breathlessly.
But the time for speech was passed. As Nance raised a questioning,
excited face to hers, Mrs. Asshlin hurried after them across the grass;
and together the three entered the church. A moment later Clodagh saw
with a faint sense of perturbation that the building was not empty. In
a shadowy corner close to the altar rails Milbanke was talking in
nervous whispers to the rector, who was to perform the ceremony.
A few minutes later, the little party was conducted up the aisle with
the usual murmur of voices and rustle of garments; and, in what seemed
an incredibly--a preposterously--short space of time, the service had
begun.
During the first portion of it Clodagh's eyes never left the brown,
clean-shaven, benevolent face of the rector. Try as she might, she
could not realise that the serious words, pouring forth in the voice
that a lifetime had rendered familiar, could be meant for her who,
until the day of her father's accident, had never personally understood
that life held any serious responsibilities. It was only when the first
solemn question was put to her; and, startled out of her dream, she
responded almost inaudibly, that her eyes turned upon Milbanke standing
opposite to her--earnest, agitated, precise. For one second a sense of
panic seized her; the next, she had blindly extended her left hand in
obedience to the rector's injunction, and felt the chill of the new
gold ring as it was slipped over her third finger.
After that all-important incident, it seemed but a moment before the
ceremony was over, and the whole party gathered together in the vestry.
With a steady hand she signed her name in the register; then, instantly
the act was accomplished, she turned instinctively towards the spot
where Nance was standing.
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